im sorry to hear that man. i have always been encouraged to ask questions. God Himself tells us to ask and ye shall recieve. we are supposed to continue growing in God as He reveals more and more to us.

the point is this...no matter how much evidence there is...it all comes down to how you comprehend and interpret that evidence. its up to you and your faith to believe it or deny it. QD i believe is on the same page as me when it comes to this