Quote Originally Posted by boostedb16 View Post
are you serious about her drinking your blood?
yeah. I've got the scars to prove it too. Look up sanguinarians (that's probably spelled incorrectly but I'm sure google would autotype correct it). She thinks she's one of them. Some wing of the community that has an urge to drink blood. The cravings are addiction like. Most "sangs" "autofeed", or drink their own blood, my ex did and I just thought she was a cutter, and I was always trying to help her. She was having one of the cravings, and convinced me to experiment around with being tied up, and I'm game for kinky stuff so whatever but I found out because she was "thirsty" it was a plan to feed off another(me) which is apparently much more satisfying than "autofeeding". She showed me a bunch of things that had no real valid credibility(like studies by anonymous parties, and no University names or anything like that, usually found through Sang forums, and yes those exist), but said most "sangs" are people with blood iron deficiency or enemic, so they drink blood to put more iron into their system. I guess she was trying to convince me it's medical, and explain the urges to me, and why she was always fascinated with the sight of blood. I tried to love her and support her even after finding this out, but when you let something this heavy out on someone, and THEN cheat on them, you just let a secret out to the wrong person. I didn't break up for the blood and sang stuff but it definitely freaked me out. She was crazy though, beyond the blood craze which may or may not actually be medical and under her control, but her love of vampire movies, shows, books, apparel, art, sex fantasies and all that shit say to me that it is just a phase.