Quote Originally Posted by NSCredondo
Ya I know time will heal it its just the jealousy and rage hat will go through my mind when I see them kissing or some shit. I get VERY jealous and especially with her and after the first few months I will know that they are fucking. And just the thought that the person that made my whole world what it is, is fucking some other guy pisses me off. She wqas my first EVERYTHING and I was hers and now some other guy is gonna get his jolly's off my girl...or ex girl. I feel like she is mine still ya know so I feel like some oher fucker is taking my whole world away.

I hate this
man, girl im still pretty much inlove with after almost 9 months of being broken up was my first everything too. i was hers as well, seeing her around another guy even a friend will tick me off really bad, and my stomach will start flippin and shit. itll gradually get better, but dont think that fuckin/datin other girls will cute your pain cause it will just make that shit 10x worse. love is the most special thing any of us can feel, look at it like this... you were lucky enough to have felt it at all... some never get to feel love. head up man, stay strong.. itll make things easier on her if you are too. you still got your truck for sale man? i aint got much to offer, but i need another 4x4 truck now bein i just sold my ram 1500. forreal man, just take that shit easy... let it slideeee. itll get better, and if not.. atleast now you know what love feels like and you have it to keep looking forward to again.