Am I wrong for feeling relief?
Well, I've been on and off with this girl that I loved a lot for the past 2 and half years but just now she's decided to talk to this guy that she talked to when we broke up the first time, but I thought I would be hurt a lot but I'm really not. I guess I was expecting this. I mean I did so much for her, and she never appreciated it...I live in Stockbridge and she lives in Marietta almost Woodstock and I used to drive to see her everyday and I always tried to take her out to eat and do all kinds of things, but thats not the only thing. I did just about anything she wanted because I was so in love with her, I guess you could call me whipped? I mean when she had fevers of 104-105 and stuff I took care of her for days. I cooked, cleaned, and even gave her baths and everything. I even cooked and cleaned when she wasn't sick but she always complained when she did it and that I never did anything. I took so much of my time out to be with her and not to mention the money but thats no big deal to me. My friends were even understanding enough to take me to see her before I could drive...But now that she's talking to someone else I feel relieved that I don't have to do anything for her anymore. I guess it could be because I'm starting to talk to someone else too but is it wrong that I start talking to someone so soon when I loved her so much. I know she's going to say something like I thought you said you loved me so how could you talk to another girl so quick. I don't know I feel kind of like a back-up and I'm tired of it....I don't know, kind of wanted to vent and get some peoples opinions...Lol. This new girl seems like she's great and has a great personality...she seems so cool and I'm starting to like her quite a bit....
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