Quote Originally Posted by NSCredondo
Well tonight I felt pretty much like shit and decided to go for a drive. I drove to newnana nd back and it was a pretty peaceful drive. The night was nice and so was th weather so I had the top down, got on the highway, and set the cruise on 60. After that I thought about how I treat this girl like the best thing in the world and gave her everything. Then realized that she isnt worth it. If it was meant to work then it would and it didnt. I did everything in this relationship right and never lied, cheated or anything to her and was always the "perfect BF" as I have been told by EVERY girl I talked to that knew how I was with her. Most girls I know are always saying "why cant I find that one guy that isnt an asshole, and wont treat me like shit and that dosent just want sex." Well I was that guy and she gave me up. I had girls tell me all the time during our relationship how I was the perfect guy and how they wished they had someone like me. She treated me like shit and took advantage of me.

So I came to the conclusion that I really can do better than her. She is the one that made the mistakes with me and im the one who would always take her back. She told me todaythat she loved me and wanted to be with me but didnt think it would work out. I came to the conclusion that if she really did want to be with me than she would be here. She would want to make it work and want to fight for something that she loves. Instead she would rather be off with my friend. She told me she cared about him more than she did me but she still loves me. I dont see how you can date someone for almost 3 years and after a few weeks already like someone else more than that person.

Like I said I treated her like a man should treat a women. Like something you see in movies. Like a man treats his wife. Like somebody that actually is in love with some one else. But she made the mistake and left me. Something that I have literally heard 100's of girls say they wish they had someone like me, she gave up. In my mind she is the one that made the mistake. So after thinking about it and realizing that I did everything I could and that she is the one that made the mistake I feel a little better. She may or may not realize what she lost but if she does then maybe then for once she will feel some of the pain that she has given me for so long.
clean your hands of that relationship. sounds like she's feeding you bullshit to keep you around as rebound.