Relationships

[Dracc]

yeah so my relationship i was in went to shit in a matter of days.. i dont know what went wrong and why but i wish i could correct it.. i asked her what she wanted and she said.. well she thinks we shouldn't be together... I have not been hurt like this in a long damn time.. part of the reason i stayed single for so long... I mean damn... i thought i had something here... I'm sitting here debating on going back to where i came from literally.... back to columbia... i got my stuff in the car and all.. she was basicly the only reason i stayed here and now.. well after all this shit... feels like i dont have anything to stay here for... granted i love GA... made mad friends.. meet some cool peeps.. and stayed out of trouble i probably would have gotten into in columbia... I'm just afraid if i go back, i'm gonna fall back into the stuff i used to do and start back chillin with the cuz... and .. well i dont know.. i guess this is an advice thing i'm looking for ya feel me..... I mean.. do i love her.. hell yeah.. with out a doubt. ... but shits confussing with her.. like i dont know man.. as much as I dont want to leave its like now.. why not? what should ya boy do

[3.5altman]

yep relationships are crazy bro... I can tell you this there are A LOT of females in this world, Im talking bad ass chicks, theres is no need to be concerned about one. If she doesnt wanna be with you, get G'd up and find another girl. Good luck and keep your head up papi

[Dracc]

yep relationships are crazy bro... I can tell you this there are A LOT of females in this world, Im talking bad ass chicks, theres is no need to be concerned about one. If she doesnt wanna be with you, get G'd up and find another girl. Good luck and keep your head up papi

thought has crossed my mine man.. i mean i'm not a bad looking dude ya dig... i can get damn near any female.. but its something about her that i dont want to give up on ya know... woman are complicated and she's damn near fort Knox ya dig.. but i think i wanna crack that ya know... she's been through alot.. so have I but i dont wanna be just dat other ***** dat left ya feel me

[SE-Rious1]

well ive always told my self after i lost my first love a few years back that id never get to close or to deep ever again cause it just makes it worse when things dont work.
always remember life has its ups and downs and u cant give up when things seem down ya just have to move on and find better and nicer things. yeah there are way to many girls out there to lose hope over one i mean damn you may think you loved her but there is a girl yull meet someday that yull fall head over heals for and look back to say WTF why was i crying over her its her loss not mine.

[Stormhammer]

^^ x2

and how old are you?

I can say that at 20, I at least loved one girl, she and I went our seperate ways ( college, plus I figured hey, date and experience other people, etc ) - she and I are still really great friends, and hang out whenever she's down in GA visitng family.

Fact of the matter is, there will always be another one, and more than likely better. Its hard at first cause of the emotional attachment you developed towards her, but if she didn't feel the same back, well, then it would not have gone anywhere.

and stay in GA - they don't have sweet southern iced tea down in Columbia

[Dracc]

^^ x2

and how old are you?

I can say that at 20, I at least loved one girl, she and I went our seperate ways ( college, plus I figured hey, date and experience other people, etc ) - she and I are still really great friends, and hang out whenever she's down in GA visitng family.

Fact of the matter is, there will always be another one, and more than likely better. Its hard at first cause of the emotional attachment you developed towards her, but if she didn't feel the same back, well, then it would not have gone anywhere.

and stay in GA - they don't have sweet southern iced tea down in Columbia

well she said she loved me.. and i believe her ya know... she's just confussed about what she wants.. its alot to it man.. i'm telling you... i feel like da hell with school i'm going back to what i know.. and thats columbia.. and the streets. thing is thats a hard as life man... since i've been here i've only had to use my gun once... Downtown when they had some birthday bash thing.. it was my fault for even going down there... back home.. i found myself with it every where i went... i like it here.. but whats here for me ya know.. i know you say move on.. but that shits hard man.. she's been through hell and high water and i thought i was the one to help her out of it.. even though i have problems of my own.. ya know... DEEP AS PROBLEMS.. i got a bad ass temper.. i've learned to control it... but i used to spazz out on *****'s and beat the shit outta them when i was pissed about shit and they say something i don't like... but .. I dont know man.. would you seriously move on that quick or wait a minute??



and I drink arizona sweat tea.. they got that back home

[Frög]

doode thats a given in relationships.. you will fall down many times before you get it right.. but it only makes you stronger.. i had the same shit and really thought i would never find anyone else.. trust me, that pit in your stomach will be gone.. time fixes everything.. just keep yourself busy and you'll be fine.. your straight!!! its like a SAT, we all have to go through it.. its a step of life! and being single is better anyway! dont have to worry what you gf is doing.. save alot of money.. etc..

[Dracc]

doode thats a given in relationships.. you will fall down many times before you get it right.. but it only makes you stronger.. i had the same shit and really thought i would never find anyone else.. trust me, that pit in your stomach will be gone.. time fixes everything.. just keep yourself busy and you'll be fine.. your straight!!! its like a SAT, we all have to go through it.. its a step of life! and being single is better anyway! dont have to worry what you gf is doing.. save alot of money.. etc..

but i'm saying though.. like.. i already miss her.. just cause she said she thought it was best for us to end i mean.. i'm still tripping off that.. like i dont believe it... i'm like one of those physco chicks that when you tell her its over she says no were not.. like i want to tell her that were not but when she said it.. like my heart drop.. and i actually felt pain.. like true pain.. I've had women hurt me before but i mean i never felt pain in my chest like i was about to die or something.. i just said thats what you want.. and she didnt say anything and i left... i sat in my car outside of her place for about a good 7 minutes... with my head down... and drove home with out my lights on... got pulled over for it.. but the cop knows my uncle and was like whats wrong.. i told him nothing but he looked at me for a minute and said... son you can't let a woman get the best of you.. cheer up and patted me on the back... i'm like damn.. i've been gone all of 10 minutes from the situation at her house and ppl can already see the affect its having on me.. I figure me going back to SC would mean i could probably heal quicker further away from her as bad as i want to be with her right now... but me going back could indanger me and what i have going so far

[Stormhammer]

well she said she loved me.. and i believe her ya know... she's just confussed about what she wants.. its alot to it man.. i'm telling you... i feel like da hell with school i'm going back to what i know.. and thats columbia.. and the streets. thing is thats a hard as life man... since i've been here i've only had to use my gun once... Downtown when they had some birthday bash thing.. it was my fault for even going down there... back home.. i found myself with it every where i went... i like it here.. but whats here for me ya know.. i know you say move on.. but that shits hard man.. she's been through hell and high water and i thought i was the one to help her out of it.. even though i have problems of my own.. ya know... DEEP AS PROBLEMS.. i got a bad ass temper.. i've learned to control it... but i used to spazz out on *****'s and beat the shit outta them when i was pissed about shit and they say something i don't like... but .. I dont know man.. would you seriously move on that quick or wait a minute??



and I drink arizona sweat tea.. they got that back home

well, I wouldn't move on that quick, but that's just me, but I also tried my best to not wallow too long in my sorrow for it. And as harsh as this could be, but a lot of girls will say I love you, but its if she really meant it, not if you believed her or not. At least you're working on your problems, its not your responsibility to fix hers. You can try and help, but if she doesn't want any of it, what can you do, right? Focus on school, get with some guy friends, relax, take account of where you're at in life and see if you're happy with where you are, do good in school, get a nice paying job. I've been more or less single since 2005 ( I've had a few dates here and there, nothing deeply serious ) - to me school is a high priority, higher than having a relationship with a girl for however long it lasts ( you can always find a nice girl after you got a sweet paying job )

And my advice is to avoid going back to the streets. Hardly anything good has ever come of it, and I doubt anything ever will. If anything, thins just get worse.

and I like Arizona Green Tea with Ginsengand Honey. 99cent cans FTW!

[Stormhammer]

but i'm saying though.. like.. i already miss her.. just cause she said she thought it was best for us to end i mean.. i'm still tripping off that.. like i dont believe it... i'm like one of those physco chicks that when you tell her its over she says no were not.. like i want to tell her that were not but when she said it.. like my heart drop.. and i actually felt pain.. like true pain.. I've had women hurt me before but i mean i never felt pain in my chest like i was about to die or something.. i just said thats what you want.. and she didnt say anything and i left... i sat in my car outside of her place for about a good 7 minutes... with my head down... and drove home with out my lights on... got pulled over for it.. but the cop knows my uncle and was like whats wrong.. i told him nothing but he looked at me for a minute and said... son you can't let a woman get the best of you.. cheer up and patted me on the back... i'm like damn.. i've been gone all of 10 minutes from the situation at her house and ppl can already see the affect its having on me.. I figure me going back to SC would mean i could probably heal quicker further away from her as bad as i want to be with her right now... but me going back could indanger me and what i have going so far

going out of state or out of the country won't resolve how you feel. And at least you looked down. I was bawling and I was the one who decided that it was best that we part ways ( she was liking another guy, and I didn't want to hold her back, and she didn't want to just dump me cause she liked him, but loved me ) - Keep your head on straight bro

[Dracc]

well, I wouldn't move on that quick, but that's just me, but I also tried my best to not wallow too long in my sorrow for it. And as harsh as this could be, but a lot of girls will say I love you, but its if she really meant it, not if you believed her or not. At least you're working on your problems, its not your responsibility to fix hers. You can try and help, but if she doesn't want any of it, what can you do, right? Focus on school, get with some guy friends, relax, take account of where you're at in life and see if you're happy with where you are, do good in school, get a nice paying job. I've been more or less single since 2005 ( I've had a few dates here and there, nothing deeply serious ) - to me school is a high priority, higher than having a relationship with a girl for however long it lasts ( you can always find a nice girl after you got a sweet paying job )

And my advice is to avoid going back to the streets. Hardly anything good has ever come of it, and I doubt anything ever will. If anything, thins just get worse.

and I like Arizona Green Tea with Ginsengand Honey. 99cent cans FTW!

yeah man i mean.. i know she ment it.. like i could look in her eyes and see it.. like when i'm with her.. let me put it to you like this.. I hate living here with my aunt and my lil cousin, she constantly nags about stupid shit like i dont do anything when i'm the only thing she's got since her dumbass crackhead of a husband left her earlyier this year... and my whole family gets on my nerves... she was my scape goat.. like i would go to her house.. and sometimes never want to leave cause thats how she made me feel ya know.. like damn nothing matters between me and her.. but now.. its like i'm back alone to define myself by myself.. and i forgot how to because i was with her.... like i want to go to her house right now ya dig lol.. but somethings just telling me.. maybe i should let this one go.. that little voice telling me to do that.. i wanna take my 380 and shoot it but it sits on my shoulder and i'd shoot myself... lol............


and man i miss the 99 cent arizona cans.. they got that glass bottle now and its like 1.69 where i live.. thats right... tea cost what gas should

[Dracc]

going out of state or out of the country won't resolve how you feel. And at least you looked down. I was bawling and I was the one who decided that it was best that we part ways ( she was liking another guy, and I didn't want to hold her back, and she didn't want to just dump me cause she liked him, but loved me ) - Keep your head on straight bro

your situation is familar in some ways.. my thing is.. i've never been confussed on what to do or say in my entire life because i basicly lived on my own and had to do for myself all my life.. but when i got with her.. its like i got dumb founded and didnt know what to do or say sometimes with her... and i'm about to shoot the damn radio .. every god damn station wants to play slow said songs.. i'm making a trip down town to kill all the djs.. but back on topic... like i'm sure you've had or experienced that one woman that you were just gawking over man.. and she is her..

[Stormhammer]

where the hell do you live?

as for shooting the .380 - go to a shooting range. Just go do stuff that you enjoy doing. Hell when I broke up with that girl, we went out and played some video games ( just something I love doing lol ), next day we hit up Road Atlanta.

Don't use your Aunt as a scapegoat, otherwise the next girl you're with the same thing will happen. I'm not sure what school you go to, but if they have any on campus housing, maybe thats a good option. I myself am about to move out of the house ( just me and my mom ) and go to Marietta to SPSU. Granted I will be back weekly just to spend time with my mom cause I'd hate to leave her alone ( her and my sis aren't on speaking terms really )

In other words, use this time to I guess reflect on things and what you want in a woman ( don't say her, she was perfect etc, you can find the same qualities in another girl if you look around - I did, it scares me ) - and I can't stress enough to focus on school, and work ( if you work )

as for the radio issue... www.pandora.com

[Dracc]

where the hell do you live?

as for shooting the .380 - go to a shooting range. Just go do stuff that you enjoy doing. Hell when I broke up with that girl, we went out and played some video games ( just something I love doing lol ), next day we hit up Road Atlanta.

Don't use your Aunt as a scapegoat, otherwise the next girl you're with the same thing will happen. I'm not sure what school you go to, but if they have any on campus housing, maybe thats a good option. I myself am about to move out of the house ( just me and my mom ) and go to Marietta to SPSU. Granted I will be back weekly just to spend time with my mom cause I'd hate to leave her alone ( her and my sis aren't on speaking terms really )

In other words, use this time to I guess reflect on things and what you want in a woman ( don't say her, she was perfect etc, you can find the same qualities in another girl if you look around - I did, it scares me ) - and I can't stress enough to focus on school, and work ( if you work )

I live on sugarloaf parkway man... rich ppl city lol.. and the gas station i stop to all the time only carries that bottle......

i know i can find another woman no prob.. but the thing is.. i dont want another woman ya know... shit if i had it my way.. it'd be me and her against the world.. old scareface with a woman type thing... i mean before i meet her... i was not looking for any type of relationship.. i was just out there chilling... get a drink here and there... but other then that just chill out with my friend... school is my thing ya know.. got an offer to play baseball for Miami U but they dont want to give me a full scholarship...and i can't go to miami.. i'd have everything aroud there pregnant lol... but like as i sit here writing this shit i keep looking at my fone like she's gonna call me... Im' tripping i think.. and the gun range... well lets just say you have to be a certain age to go

[Frög]

ya, its painful.. but time will change that.. trust me.. and i felt the same way, i couldnt believe we were over and it happened so quick.. weeks, even months after i still wanted to tell her how much i loved her and how i wanted us to be back together.. i knew how toolish and lame it was so i didnt.. but now, its all good.. i dont give a fuck about that hoe anymore everything will be back to normal soon..

[Dracc]

ya, its painful.. but time will change that.. trust me.. and i felt the same way, i couldnt believe we were over and it happened so quick.. weeks, even months after i still wanted to tell her how much i loved her and how i wanted us to be back together.. i knew how toolish and lame it was so i didnt.. but now, its all good.. i dont give a fuck about that hoe anymore everything will be back to normal soon..

thats the thing.. i thought after last year when my ex broke my heart... she was pregnant.. i was happy when she told me because I thought it was mine.. but her mom told me that she was 3 months when we meet.. so she was trying to pin the baby on me.. and behind my back she cheated on me 3 times with the baby's father.. i wasn't even mad.. i ended up moving here in Jan of this year and cut all ties with her.. but i just started talking back with her like 5 weeks ago.. he left her with nothing and all but i'm just a cool guy like that... i think with this one now... i just had that she's the one feeling and started thinking about the future and got over my head... and her last name was HOE... was her name Kim HOE.. i think i know her lol

[Stormhammer]

I live on sugarloaf parkway man... rich ppl city lol.. and the gas station i stop to all the time only carries that bottle......

i know i can find another woman no prob.. but the thing is.. i dont want another woman ya know... shit if i had it my way.. it'd be me and her against the world.. old scareface with a woman type thing... i mean before i meet her... i was not looking for any type of relationship.. i was just out there chilling... get a drink here and there... but other then that just chill out with my friend... school is my thing ya know.. got an offer to play baseball for Miami U but they dont want to give me a full scholarship...and i can't go to miami.. i'd have everything aroud there pregnant lol... but like as i sit here writing this shit i keep looking at my fone like she's gonna call me... Im' tripping i think.. and the gun range... well lets just say you have to be a certain age to go

I'm assume you're over 18, under 21. And you can find the cans at Kroger in the aisle with all the sodas and stuff ( under the energy drinks actually ) - I was sorta like you too, I wasn't looking for a relationship, met that girl ( Sam ) and we dated for almost 2 years, went out seperate ways, and recently ran into another girl who surprisingly is a lot like her, a little bit crazier ( in the fun wtf lol sort of way ) - here's another tip, don't go down in to the shadows and drink your sorrows away. My friend had almost 2 grand banked up, he got ditched, I told him to watch it and not drink otherwise he was going to blow it all. A week and a half later... he was broke You won't want another woman for awhile, a few months, or in my case a few years. And I'm still debating if I want anything relationship wise or not. And go hide your phone if you keep looking at it. If anything, around 6:30-7am if you're still up, just go for a run, you'd be surprised at how relaxing and how it can clear up your mind it can be.

You said that you started thinking about a future with her. Yeah, it's going to be hard because you basically just laid out your plans, and they just didn't work. Sorry to hear. But, we're too young to be doing that just yet ( in my opinion ) - you might be the latin lover, but don't become the latin hubby yet.

[Dracc]

I'm assume you're over 18, under 21. And you can find the cans at Kroger in the aisle with all the sodas and stuff ( under the energy drinks actually ) - I was sorta like you too, I wasn't looking for a relationship, met that girl ( Sam ) and we dated for almost 2 years, went out seperate ways, and recently ran into another girl who surprisingly is a lot like her, a little bit crazier ( in the fun wtf lol sort of way ) - here's another tip, don't go down in to the shadows and drink your sorrows away. My friend had almost 2 grand banked up, he got ditched, I told him to watch it and not drink otherwise he was going to blow it all. A week and a half later... he was broke You won't want another woman for awhile, a few months, or in my case a few years. And I'm still debating if I want anything relationship wise or not. And go hide your phone if you keep looking at it. If anything, around 6:30-7am if you're still up, just go for a run, you'd be surprised at how relaxing and how it can clear up your mind it can be.

I think i'm gonna grab some cans at kroger today... man i dont know what to do.. i mean i put up with alot cause i'm a very passive dude after the anger managment i had to do lol.. yeah i was crazy.. i'm still alittle crazy.... but hey i'm jamacian,white and black .. what did you expect... anyway.... its like just the other day we were perfect.. everything was good.. then its over today.. i think some of my insecurities may have contribueted to this... she liked a guy.. they arent together.. they still talk .. and she tried to get me to be cool with the guy and all that.. wtf.. why do i want to meet a dude that was almost with you?? I dont know.. i think maybe i did this to myself.. and to answer your question.. i'm 91

[Stormhammer]

I think i'm gonna grab some cans at kroger today... man i dont know what to do.. i mean i put up with alot cause i'm a very passive dude after the anger managment i had to do lol.. yeah i was crazy.. i'm still alittle crazy.... but hey i'm jamacian,white and black .. what did you expect... anyway.... its like just the other day we were perfect.. everything was good.. then its over today.. i think some of my insecurities may have contribueted to this... she liked a guy.. they arent together.. they still talk .. and she tried to get me to be cool with the guy and all that.. wtf.. why do i want to meet a dude that was almost with you?? I dont know.. i think maybe i did this to myself.. and to answer your question.. i'm 91

A ninja always does the kentucky shuffle. Hm - yeah, you're situation was a lot like mine. I doubt you did it to yourself. Running is also good for anger management. My last gf was part italian. She was also a softball player. When she got mad, I got afraid (softball players take weight training mandatory... ). And almost anyone and everyone will have insecurities - I know I have mine with trusting a girl ( I've dated 7 girls, 5 of them cheated on me, one of them being a 2 1/2 relationship and then her going back to her previous ex ), but sometimes you just have to push yourself to get over them. You'll do alright. Hopefully come tomorrow you'll just have gotten over the initial shock and will probably be all meh like, and chug away those cans.

[Dracc]

A ninja always does the kentucky shuffle. Hm - yeah, you're situation was a lot like mine. I doubt you did it to yourself. Running is also good for anger management. My last gf was part italian. She was also a softball player. When she got mad, I got afraid (softball players take weight training mandatory... ). And almost anyone and everyone will have insecurities - I know I have mine with trusting a girl ( I've dated 7 girls, 5 of them cheated on me, one of them being a 2 1/2 relationship and then her going back to her previous ex ), but sometimes you just have to push yourself to get over them. You'll do alright. Hopefully come tomorrow you'll just have gotten over the initial shock and will probably be all meh like, and chug away those cans.

yeah use baseball/softball playes... gotta keep in shape.. i look like i'm fat or something because of the clothe I wear lol. i've been told that by her.. like she told someone i was chubby.. then when i took my shirt off she was like.. damn... never mind.. you got's muscles lol... but i think i'll be straight.. i dont want any contact i dont think.. cause i know if i do have any intial contact be it via text message.. call or Instant message ill find myself upset and just like spazzing or something.. i mean some on..6 foot black man spazzing in gwinnett county= G count Jail... i'm going to the gym in a lil bit i know that.. i find myself sitting here still upset looking at my damn fone but not tired and still listening to all these damn SLOW ASS SONGS

[Stormhammer]

I told you, pandora.com - go there, type in a favorite artist and it'll play them and other artists ( probably some you never knew existed ) that show the same musical style. And I told you, hide that phone It's just a reminder right now.

I wish Taco Bell was open.

[Dracc]

I told you, pandora.com - go there, type in a favorite artist and it'll play them and other artists ( probably some you never knew existed ) that show the same musical style. And I told you, hide that phone It's just a reminder right now.

I wish Taco Bell was open.

man i know man i know.. like i got the IPOD on shuffle right now and all its playing is TANK i deserve and slow shit like that... I'm a throw it against the wall lol.. and i'm looking at the fone like i'm checking the time but really i just want a missed call from her so i can call back or like her to call so i can answer.. i know it sounds lame and all man.. but shit I love this girl and i can't believe she gave up on us like that.. like it was that easy

[Stormhammer]

life likes to pitch a curveball at you from time to time. and you have a clock on your computer.

[Dracc]

life likes to pitch a curveball at you from time to time. and you have a clock on your computer.

i know man.. but i think the one on my phone is more accurate lol.. my alarm just went off on it and my heart dropped.. like it was her calling

[Stormhammer]

... how... the clocks are the same! you can set them to be the same!

[Dracc]

... how... the clocks are the same! you can set them to be the same!

STOP TRYING TO GET ME TO PUT THE PHONE UP DAMNIT... lol.. but i need a job.. if i can find a job that would keep me occupied.. my dad called and i'm on the phone now with him.. he said i dont need to come back to columbia because i'm focuse here.. so i think i'm gonna follow that.. maybe coming here was the best ya know.. but i need a job now.. cause.. FUNDS are OBSELET

[Stormhammer]

atlanta.craigslist.com

monster.com

and if anything else, work at a QT ( check out wallstreet portion of IA as well to see whats available )

[3.5altman]

thought has crossed my mine man.. i mean i'm not a bad looking dude ya dig... i can get damn near any female.. but its something about her that i dont want to give up on ya know... woman are complicated and she's damn near fort Knox ya dig.. but i think i wanna crack that ya know... she's been through alot.. so have I but i dont wanna be just dat other ***** dat left ya feel me

yea man, i feel ya! Its the girls like that, that are hard to leave alone. well put

[Dracc]

atlanta.craigslist.com

monster.com

and if anything else, work at a QT ( check out wallstreet portion of IA as well to see whats available )

have you seen my thread in the wallstreet.. its like 4 pages and a couple months old.. still no job.. and AJC had some leads but no call backs..

[Dracc]

yea man, i feel ya! Its the girls like that, that are hard to leave alone. well put

yeah man.. lol.. can't live with them.. can't live with out them.. wait.. dont they make the blow up dolls that feel real? guess you can live with out them then

[Stormhammer]

a fleshlight feels real. Its like a pussy on a stick

Well, QT is a good job regardless it seems. In the end, a job is a job, whether you're the owner of mega-corporations around the world, or flipping burgers are McDonald's, any job is better than none.

[3.5altman]

ha ha, me ex is like that bro I can't get her out my head for shit

[Dracc]

a fleshlight feels real. Its like a pussy on a stick

Well, QT is a good job regardless it seems. In the end, a job is a job, whether you're the owner of mega-corporations around the world, or flipping burgers are McDonald's, any job is better than none.

yeah man.. now i'm just looking for anything that can support me in an apartment ya know.. man i miss her so much right now..

[Dracc]

ha ha, me ex is like that bro I can't get her out my head for shit

man i'm feeling that right now.. its like.. ........................

[Stormhammer]

yeah man.. now i'm just looking for anything that can support me in an apartment ya know.. man i miss her so much right now..

are you still living with your aunt at the moment?

[Dracc]

are you still living with your aunt at the moment?

yes.. but i want to get the hell out asap... i mean i love my family but i refuse to live here if i dont have to.. this is worst then back home

[Stormhammer]

yes.. but i want to get the hell out asap... i mean i love my family but i refuse to live here if i dont have to.. this is worst then back home

then make sure you look into good pricing for places. My sister actually just got a nice 3 bedroom, 2 full bath 1 story house for rent for about $800 a month (free cable and such too ) which was cheaper than her apt which was 4 times smaller. Search smartly, look into possibly having room-mates ( cuts down on costs ), etc etc

[Dracc]

then make sure you look into good pricing for places. My sister actually just got a nice 3 bedroom, 2 full bath 1 story house for rent for about $800 a month (free cable and such too ) which was cheaper than her apt which was 4 times smaller. Search smartly, look into possibly having room-mates ( cuts down on costs ), etc etc

yeah i'm looking into a home more then anything else.. apartment fine but i'm a musician with 2 drums sets.. bass guitar and amps.. and a piano... i dont think my complex would like that.. and if i had room mates.. maybe some that would shed out with me from time to time.... I just need to find a job and get my mind off of her.. ya know.. cause like i think i'll go into depression or something.. i thought about just driving till i ran out of gas earlier before i posted this thread...

[Stormhammer]

dont run out of gas. its a bitch to reprime a fuel pump. and I know aobut not having a job. I had to quit mine due to going up in immigration ( I'm a Canadian ) so I have to be in a "suspension" mode before I can officially get a work VISA, and man, I'm bored, getting strapped for money, and down just because I'm not doing anything day to day with my life. Life without work is boring.

[Dracc]

dont run out of gas. its a bitch to reprime a fuel pump. and I know aobut not having a job. I had to quit mine due to going up in immigration ( I'm a Canadian ) so I have to be in a "suspension" mode before I can officially get a work VISA, and man, I'm bored, getting strapped for money, and down just because I'm not doing anything day to day with my life. Life without work is boring.

preaching to the choir man.. i can't find a job anywhere.. and me being down is just gonna make me wonder off and think more about what i need to fix to get her back.. pops told me if she is worth it then to let it go and she will come around.. i dont want to wait... i want to go get her