man dont let it get ya down and make you move. its gonna hurt, love always does. As i always say dont replace or fix: upgrade. same ideology with tuning. When i got screwed by the supposed love of my life I moved on after a good 11 months ended up with the wonderful girl I have now. So give yourself some time (hopefully not as long as i took) and upgrade figure out where things hit the fan and avoid putting yourself in that situation. gl man
man as easy as everybody keeps telling me it easy.. i dont want to move on.. i mean shit who wants to start over again.. nobody... i mean come on .. but i mean shit i havent talked to her all day.. and its weird even when i didnt see her i talked to her at some point in the day acouple of times.. and like my heart has been spacing like i'm having an anxitiy attack or something man.. like i'm looking at the phone right now like she's gonna call and i know she's not but i still have some hope... i called her but no answer.. didnt' leave a message cause i figured if she wanted to talk she would have picked up.. i text the hell outta her lol.. cause i know she can't stand not answering a text message but no response.. i think i'm setting myself up to look dumb man.. i dont know
didn't I tell you to put that damn phone away?
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ya man ya kinda..it'll pass
NO man... she will call.. i'm sure of it.. leave me alone about the fone lol... its mineOriginally Posted by Stormhammer
didn't I tell you to put that damn phone away?
it will.. but i'm pretty sure i dont want it to
eventually you'll just be like man, I gotta do something with my life again, and you'll pull up your bootstraps, find a good job, put your mind to school and be like man, I like money.
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I like money now.. but i love her man... i dont know.. shits hell right now.. everything that can go wrong has gone wrong already.. my eye hurts bad as shit.. *****'s stressing me out around here.. and my head hurts.. i think a blood vessel bursted in my eye.. cause the shit hurts no matter what.. i might go to the hospital later i dont know
Jackmaster.. I see you lurking man.. speak up
you're alright. The blood vessel probably burst from stress, but you needn't stress out man. Think about it, there's more to life than just a girl. And that right now is what you should focus on no matter how hard it is.
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dis shit hurt man.. i'm ova here spazzin about this shit ... i aint ever had my eye hurt like this.. man i dont know why i'm stress.. i never stressed over any female but her.. man i dont know.. its like it something more to her and I'm not giving up on that man..
its going to hurt. You need to relax otherwise you'll just strain your eyes even more and you could possibly cause some irrepairable damage, which wouldn't be any good.
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i'm already in glasses ... if i loose my sight right now i dont even care.. for real man.. i have not been up to anything.. i aint been to school since .... i aint left the house man.. my car needs gas and i dont even care
if you don't need ot wear your glasses to type or something, don't wear them.
and don't skip out on school - you do NOT want to fail a class and risk messing up your GPA. Don't let a girl have this much of an adverse affect on you. Not here, not now.
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You know a buddy of mine shared some advice with me, I thought it was absolutely ridiculous at first but then I fully accepted the fact that I am a Misogynist, and came into total agreement.
He said to me: "You always have to remember women were put here on this earth for one reason and one reason only, to get fucked by us"
naw i need glasses to see period.. like i'm damn near blind with out them lol.. i had contacts that made my eyes all white lol.. freaked the hell outta ppl when i was walking.. they thought i was blind .... which i might be with out my glasses lol
You know a buddy of mine shared some advice with me, I thought it was absolutely ridiculous at first but then I fully accepted the fact that I am a Misogynist, and came into total agreement.
He said to me: "You always have to remember women were put here on this earth for one reason and one reason only, to get fucked by us"
true... point well taken
I skip school to smoke weed, I am 22 years old and in college.
I feel retarded.
yeah umm.. you probably are... if not your pretty close to retardation
Hey man I have not paid a Dime for school since I started (other than books, laptop, etc etc)
AND NO MY PARRENTS DO NOT PAY FOR SHIT!
I somehow managed to maintain a 3.0 and not get off track.
And I have been through alot of dynamic changes, Ive Mac'd the hoes and stacked papper, and on a completely oppisite spectrum I have attempted to consistantly achieve and persue intellectual and spiritual enrichement.
I have had my fair share of unique experiances,
I feel retarted because no matter how hard I try I cannot prioritize for shit.
But my Advice to you is dont ever let your self get to the point where you feel retarted because of a woman.
There are just way to damn many of them out there for anyone to ever get down about love.
man i feel you man.. me i graduated number 2 in my class of about 1300 seniors.. i moved here because i wanted to get the hell outta columbia and my pops.. dont get me wrong i'm street as fuck but pops is ex military retired 25 years.. i couldn't do shit unless i was done with school.. and he checked up on me like hell man.. he didnt care about nothing else i did but school.. no sports or nothing if my grades werent right.. did i get academic scholarships yes in columbia.. but here i got nothing and i didnt care i just wanted to get out.. my motivation to do better was her to tell you the truth.. like i wanted to be the best for her.. so i could help her out.. finacially and mentally ya dig.. but i dont have a job because school was my man thing.. pops helped out and what not but not having any doe to spend on her when i wanted affected me alot because well.. who wants a man with no ends... but i don tknow man. i just don't feel up to anything.. i was gonna make some money to go to nopi and stuff. i dont even want to go anymore.. i havent been out the house in 2 days man.. no need to go anywhere
fawk man.. my eye is fuking killing me man.. i 'm a grab a cold towel to put on it
i'm going to G medical .. so that means i'll be there all nite lol.. i'll holla when i get back man.. my eye is killing me
haha alright. at least your eye is killing you. i just slit my throat open with a new razor. i'm bleeding lol.
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hope ya die with a smile?ok i'm out just put my shirt on.. gotta go man.. peace easy
back with the patch on my eye
Finally words on this whole situation.. its over.. she dont want me.. its all good... fuk it.. to tears in a bucket... i'm out
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