Quote Originally Posted by Stormhammer
well, I wouldn't move on that quick, but that's just me, but I also tried my best to not wallow too long in my sorrow for it. And as harsh as this could be, but a lot of girls will say I love you, but its if she really meant it, not if you believed her or not. At least you're working on your problems, its not your responsibility to fix hers. You can try and help, but if she doesn't want any of it, what can you do, right? Focus on school, get with some guy friends, relax, take account of where you're at in life and see if you're happy with where you are, do good in school, get a nice paying job. I've been more or less single since 2005 ( I've had a few dates here and there, nothing deeply serious ) - to me school is a high priority, higher than having a relationship with a girl for however long it lasts ( you can always find a nice girl after you got a sweet paying job )

And my advice is to avoid going back to the streets. Hardly anything good has ever come of it, and I doubt anything ever will. If anything, thins just get worse.

and I like Arizona Green Tea with Ginsengand Honey. 99cent cans FTW!

yeah man i mean.. i know she ment it.. like i could look in her eyes and see it.. like when i'm with her.. let me put it to you like this.. I hate living here with my aunt and my lil cousin, she constantly nags about stupid shit like i dont do anything when i'm the only thing she's got since her dumbass crackhead of a husband left her earlyier this year... and my whole family gets on my nerves... she was my scape goat.. like i would go to her house.. and sometimes never want to leave cause thats how she made me feel ya know.. like damn nothing matters between me and her.. but now.. its like i'm back alone to define myself by myself.. and i forgot how to because i was with her.... like i want to go to her house right now ya dig lol.. but somethings just telling me.. maybe i should let this one go.. that little voice telling me to do that.. i wanna take my 380 and shoot it but it sits on my shoulder and i'd shoot myself... lol............


and man i miss the 99 cent arizona cans.. they got that glass bottle now and its like 1.69 where i live.. thats right... tea cost what gas should