doode thats a given in relationships.. you will fall down many times before you get it right.. but it only makes you stronger.. i had the same shit and really thought i would never find anyone else.. trust me, that pit in your stomach will be gone.. time fixes everything.. just keep yourself busy and you'll be fine.. your straight!!! its like a SAT, we all have to go through it.. its a step of life! and being single is better anyway! dont have to worry what you gf is doing.. save alot of money.. etc..