Quote Originally Posted by Dracc
well she said she loved me.. and i believe her ya know... she's just confussed about what she wants.. its alot to it man.. i'm telling you... i feel like da hell with school i'm going back to what i know.. and thats columbia.. and the streets. thing is thats a hard as life man... since i've been here i've only had to use my gun once... Downtown when they had some birthday bash thing.. it was my fault for even going down there... back home.. i found myself with it every where i went... i like it here.. but whats here for me ya know.. i know you say move on.. but that shits hard man.. she's been through hell and high water and i thought i was the one to help her out of it.. even though i have problems of my own.. ya know... DEEP AS PROBLEMS.. i got a bad ass temper.. i've learned to control it... but i used to spazz out on *****'s and beat the shit outta them when i was pissed about shit and they say something i don't like... but .. I dont know man.. would you seriously move on that quick or wait a minute??



and I drink arizona sweat tea.. they got that back home
well, I wouldn't move on that quick, but that's just me, but I also tried my best to not wallow too long in my sorrow for it. And as harsh as this could be, but a lot of girls will say I love you, but its if she really meant it, not if you believed her or not. At least you're working on your problems, its not your responsibility to fix hers. You can try and help, but if she doesn't want any of it, what can you do, right? Focus on school, get with some guy friends, relax, take account of where you're at in life and see if you're happy with where you are, do good in school, get a nice paying job. I've been more or less single since 2005 ( I've had a few dates here and there, nothing deeply serious ) - to me school is a high priority, higher than having a relationship with a girl for however long it lasts ( you can always find a nice girl after you got a sweet paying job )

And my advice is to avoid going back to the streets. Hardly anything good has ever come of it, and I doubt anything ever will. If anything, thins just get worse.

and I like Arizona Green Tea with Ginsengand Honey. 99cent cans FTW!