Dude you're 19, you don't know wtf you're talking about. Not trying to bash you but we've all been there. When I was 19 I thought the same thing about my gf, and I just knew no one could possibly understand what we had and how special it was. 1 yr later we broke up. That bitch has changed several times since then. So have I. People change a lot between teens, and late 20's. I was devastated at the time, but looking back it was a blessing and retarded of me to feel that way about any female before being atleast 25. And you know what it happened again after her with the next chick. I thought she was even better, and really perfect, the one. That didn't last either, and that was a good thing.

If I could go back to being 16 again I would do it all different. I would of never dated any chick more than 3 months. There are way too many girls out there to waste your time with 1, especially when they don't know who they really are yet. I would love to know what I know now when I was your age. This was all a waste to even type because you will not listen, just like I didn't when people told me.