Brett,
I'm sorry to hear what you have been going through. I, like many others have not had the chance to get to know you or Leisa on a personal level.
Right now words can only help so much, but the Man upstairs sometimes works in crazy ways... ways that no-one can comprehend. I know it seems like all the prayers had no answers, but dont look at it that way, instead see it as how huge of an impact Leisa was to others on here and to the community.
Never grieve over the past as it is gone, never be troubled by the future as it hasn't happened yet, but live in the present and give it your all so its worth remembering.

If you need anything, feel free to shoot me a PM. I'm rarely on IA anymore.