As much as I'm struggling to procure the right words, I'm realizing that there really are none. Brett I am so sorry man. My heart aches for you. You have been unbelievably strong throughout this entire ordeal, and for what its worth, you've served as an inspiration to me. Please do not hesitate for a split second to let us know as a community ANYTHING we can do, individually or collectively, to somehow make this easier for you man... and I'm not just saying that. Seriously, please please allow us to help in any way you see fit. *hugs*