R.I.P. Leisa.. We will miss you

[Brett]

Guys, tonight Leisa was moved back to Northside due to she developed a staff infection in her blood which they think now has consumed her body. She has a 103 degree fever and they are pretty sure she has no brain activity and the neurologist will be in tomorrow to run a few tests to confirm it, but most things are showing this is the case.

At this point this means she is alive in the ventilator but she is gone. Within the next day or two I will have to ask them to turn off the ventilator and hol dher in my arms so she is not alone when she takes her last breath, which since she has no brain activity she wouldnt last minutes.

I am trying to understand why her, why are we all left to live a life without her. She has touched my life and so many lives and I wish I could tell you all the prayers worked, but my baby just wasnt strong enough and I think the first few nights she put up the fight of her life but that wore her down and she just didnt have anything left to give.

The only thing that I find very odd is this morning I woke up around 5am, and then fell back asleep and I then had a dream that I was walking with her in a building somewhere and she was telling me she was okay, that she is all better now and is fine. Then this all happens today, I in my heart believe that was Leisa who came to me and told me she is okay now and she knew I would tell everyone what she said. So if they confirm tomorrow that she is brain dead, I will per her wish I will let her go tomorrow night or Wednesday.

Please pray she has no more pain and that we all can make it through this.

[BTEC]

....... im gonna pretend i didnt read this.

[Brett]

....... im gonna pretend i didnt read this.

I wish I could pretend I am not living this.......

[BTEC]

I wish I could pretend I am not living this.......

refuse to accept it like me. what else do we have?

[Slomaro Z28]

Sorry to hear this, be strong. I dont know you, but it seems you have alot of of support here and thats what you're gonna need.

[5thgcelica]

man...
thats some tough news man. ive been praying for yall. i know its difficult to deal with. but i truly believe all things happen for a reason. what this reason is, im not sure. one day you'll understand it. just have faith in it. i know you love her with all your heart and she did you - remember that. chin up my friend. she could still pull through - believe in that, ive seen some crazy things happen.

love ya man - let me know what i can do.

[Brett]

man...
thats some tough news man. ive been praying for yall. i know its difficult to deal with. but i truly believe all things happen for a reason. what this reason is, im not sure. one day you'll understand it. just have faith in it. i know you love her with all your heart and she did you - remember that. chin up my friend. she could still pull through - believe in that, ive seen some crazy things happen.

love ya man - let me know what i can do.

She cant pull through if her brain function is gone, Once you loose that you have nothing, You are gone. Your brain cant just come back, once your loose brain function, its over.

[Vteckidd]

Prayer sent

[DB4LYFE ™]

Prayer sent

x2!

~DB4LYFE

[FasTech]

Wow man, I really have no idea what to say..... I'm so sorry and I'll still pray.

[ubers2k]

**** man...

I mean... ... I don't know what to say. I've been praying since I first heard about this, even though I don't know either of ya'll. I still am actually. Just be strong man.

[Vteckidd]

Brett i just sent you a paypal donation from my friends account. If you need anything man let me know.

Mike

[Brett]

Brett i just sent you a paypal donation from my friends account. If you need anything man let me know.

Mike

Mike, thank you so much man

[blackboi50]

dude my heart goes out to you!!!!! MUCH LOVE!!!!

Darren

[EJ25RUN]

god bless both of you.

[Kevykev]

I just got the update from Jaime and I emotional as hell because of it. This is Very Hard man, Brett - I can't even imagine how you feel man. Everyone did as much we can do but as we should know, there's only so much that is in our hands. Just know that i'm here for you. Leisa is such a great person man IS and always will be. I'm glad that I always told her of how much I loved her .

[BadassVic]

Man this is really sad.!
i hope u good luck in life brett.
and srry for the loss.


ill donate a few bucks at the meet.





man this is soo sad.

[amy011079]

I'm so sorry to hear about this Brett my prayers are with you and your family through this terrible loss.

[B18c-rex]

Prayer sent x3 , life can be very cruel to good people.

[blackboi50]

Prayer sent x3 , life can be very cruel to good people.

in this case very very good people!!!!

[Brett]

Prayer sent x3 , life can be very cruel to good people.

QFT!!! Those of you who know my wife Leisa know how she puts everyone, even me in front of her needs or wants every time. She is the most genuine person I have ever met. I am who I am today because of how she has changed me over the past 10 years. She made me want to be a better person every day. Leisa made me want to be a better man. I love her SO much, and I just dont know what my life will be like once she is gone.

I wear her ring and my ring around my neck so they are together touching as if we were holding hands and this way its against my heart

[uproot]

My heart goes out to you Brett. I don't know you too well, but your situation has touched me deeply. I truly don't know what I would do in your situation, but all I can tell you is that you are a very strong + caring person. I am so sorry to hear about this, and I hope that you continue to be strong no matter what happens.

[aguynamedpat]

Damn Brett, I am terribly sorry to hear this. Keep your head up bro, miracles have happened. She is still fighting, she will not give up until there is just no more fight left in her.

We are all here for you, and have been through this whole thing.

Come on Leisa, dont give up!

[Brett]

Guys I understand you all want some glimmer of hope, but she is pretty much brain dead (no brain activity) so saying she will come out of this only now makes it much harder for me to accept this ya know? Once you rbrain is at this point, You cant come back. Tomorrow they will confirm it, But she shows no signs of having any function in her brain, and between the staff infection and 103 degree fever, It doesnt get any worse.

[EmminoDaGreat]

[blackshine007]

Damn Brett. I'm so sorry this has to happen to you. I've been following the story and I was gonna ask if you could blog about it so it would be easier to follow and not being cluttered by everyone's responses. My condolences goes out to you man. We're all here for you if you need anything.

[BTEC]

I know what u mean man. Ijust dont know what to say or do except think positve. its worked several times before so this is something i want it to work for too like you. Do ur thing manand ill do mine. but im still gonna refuse to speak of it being over til it really is over. thats how i was raised and that how i will be til i am no more.

Sh!ts really hitting hard now man, reading all this. im bout to go play so Jeezy or something.

[FriskyWalrus]

brett i just want you to know that im still praying that she comes back either tonight or tomorrow. you dont deserve this. no one does

[blackboi50]

brett i just want you to know that im still praying that she comes back either tonight or tomorrow. you dont deserve this. no one does

u guys chill with that!!! Brett just said he doesnt wanna hear that anymore!!!!

[rehab]

Sorry man, I lost someone real close not too long ago and it really sucks. Especially knowing that you can't do anything about it, I think is the worst part. But when you take into account that things happen for a reason and that this will make you stronger you then come to realize that life is just a big recycling bin and we're just waste coming in and out of it. Leisa is a prime example of this and sooner or later we'll be examples too. There's nothing we can say at the moment to make you feel better but I'm sure you have friends in this forum that will be there for you. Hope you continue to live life knowing that you tried your best and that you did everything you could to make her happy. Don't live with regrets and good luck with the kids and life.

[Catnip]

Personally, I think you're doing the right thing by letting her go if she is in fact brain dead. Just keep in mind how she's touched everyone!

Be strong, you know we're all here for you in some way.

[Nerdsrock22]

my prayers go out to you, as they have been since i heard.

I am sending you a little bit on paypal, hope it can be of some use.

[Brett]

my prayers go out to you, as they have been since i heard.

I am sending you a little bit on paypal, hope it can be of some use.

Thanks man, Any bit will help towards the services I will have to plan in the next few days. If she passes in the next day or so I will have services and a viewing this weekend, I want it on a weekend so people can come see her, I owe her that.

[Nerdsrock22]

Thanks man, Any bit will help towards the services I will have to plan in the next few days.

Man, if you need anything else just let me know, I know we have never met, but you've been quite the inspiration to me with your actions.

[blackboi50]

Thanks man, Any bit will help towards the services I will have to plan in the next few days. If she passes in the next day or so I will have services and a viewing this weekend, I want it on a weekend so people can come see her, I owe her that.

dude i cant even read that!!!!.......i dont know what else to say homie!!!!!......this is truely a super sad situation!!!!

Brett PLEASE try and stay strong homie!!!! Be as Strong as u can!!!

[Brett]

dude i cant even read that!!!!.......i dont know what else to say homie!!!!!......this is truely a super sad situation!!!!

Brett PLEASE try and stay strong homie!!!! Be as Strong as u can!!!

I am gonna try to stay strong, I know with my friends on here and off it will help, But I will break down hardcore when I hold her as she passes and at the services, After that I will try to begin to accept it all.

[blackboi50]

I am gonna try to stay strong, I know with my friends on here and off it will help, But I will break down hardcore when I hold her as she passes and at the services, After that I will try to begin to accept it all.

yea man thats how it goes!! You will have to let it out!!! its something u cant hold back!!!!

trust me dude!!! i went through the same thing with my grandma except she was in a coma for a year and a month!!!....when she passed it was rough!!! made me ask a lot of questions ((((kinda like what ive been doing for the past 3 weeks))) but in the end i had to accept that my grandmother was gone and one day i will see her again.

[slostang]

damn brett. i really dont know what to say right now bro.

i went through a similar situation with my uncle sevral years ago man. i know its really tough.
if you need anything man just shoot me a pm. id be glad to help and i scenserly mean that.

[B18c-rex]

Seriously going to have a long talk with the higher powers when my time comes around as to why people i know to be of good character and actions gets pretty much F@#KD by life. Just venting my apologys

[Shawna]

Brett I know we talked about this earlier and I thought I could handle it but I cant....I would like to see her one last time if I can....let me know what you need. Im here.