Quote Originally Posted by Brett
I am gonna try to stay strong, I know with my friends on here and off it will help, But I will break down hardcore when I hold her as she passes and at the services, After that I will try to begin to accept it all.
yea man thats how it goes!! You will have to let it out!!! its something u cant hold back!!!!

trust me dude!!! i went through the same thing with my grandma except she was in a coma for a year and a month!!!....when she passed it was rough!!! made me ask a lot of questions ((((kinda like what ive been doing for the past 3 weeks))) but in the end i had to accept that my grandmother was gone and one day i will see her again.