brett, this is killin me, man!! i'm so sorry that you and the kids are facing this! i have to say this tho... i'm proud of you! you've shown such strength and support of her. every time i talked to you, you were trying your damnedest to stay positive. it seems like you've come to grasp what it is that you have to do, and that is NOT an easy task. not for you nor any of us. let me know when/where any services are going to be held and i'm going to try to get my work covered so i can be there. i'm gonna miss her man! i really am. just know that she's going to a better place where she wont be hurting anymore, EVER again. if i can help you in any way, you need to let me know. brett, i love you like a brother and leisa like a sister. both of you mean alot to me as we've been through so much over the years. both good times and bad, i look at it as a growing experience, and i thank you for that.