Originally Posted by
Jello!
idk. its like he breaks up with me when he wants to do what he wants for a few weeks. and i believe its only because he knows ill accept him back with in a heart beat. but if i talk to a guy while were broken up, i get screamed at. its like he expects me to stay in this little bubble and not do anything or have fun. even when were broken up. but he can go to the club and hit on girls, and chat, and hang. and then he pulls this whole lying thing and then leaves me for someone who already has a bf. it sucks. it hurts. he promised he'd be there and i feel so played all the time. u know theres an issue when random people come up and tell you "i dont like the way he was talking or treating you. and i saw it often. i was going to say something, but he has such an attitude problem; i didn't want to start a fight."
sometimes i feel like i never learn. im wrapped around his finger, and i still am. ive been hurt and put down by him so many times that i can't even come up with any logical explanations as to why i havent reacted or done anything yet. im stuck.
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