(My opinion, like a belly button everyone had one..)
You kill yourself, you go to hell.
(My opinion, like a belly button everyone had one..)
You kill yourself, you go to hell.
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i feel ya tim,my uncle commited suicide when i was 10
Thou shalt not.. KILL???
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Ultimately, i believe you should not be the one to judge yourself.
(Thats my opinion, and no i dont care what allah has to say)
I agree with that.Originally Posted by Whiteboy572
I deleted my last post, it was just in response to yours but didn't want to start anything.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AalXl2dc0Kk
Made me think of this..
lol,yea i was fighting myself to put in my 2 cents.I agree with that.
I deleted my last post, it was just in response to yours but didn't want to start anything.
Had thoughts.. had the gun in my hand, didn't do it.
I was like 14 or 15, straight D's and F's student, parents werent too supportive.. coming home with nothing to eat some days, just a real depressing time.
No matter how hard it gets, you control your situation. There are kids witnessing genocide that will give limbs to be afforded the freedoms we have. It is never serious enough to take your own life.. had I taken mine I would have never had the chance to create a new one.
thank youIf people only actually knew...
No, failing at suicide is not ALWAYS a cry for attention. This subject hits very close. My dad committed suicide... Two years before he died he attempted it. The only reason it failed is because we found him in time. You are not yourself when you attempt such a thing. You are not in your right mind. Unless someone has ACTUALLY been in this situation, then there is no way to understand what it is like. I promise. I hope no one has to go through it with a loved one that is your best-friend and mentor, or even gets to the point where they actually try it...
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you guys don't know what it feels like to certain things pushed on you to where it DOES PUSH YOU OVER THE LIMIT THAT YOU CAN HANDLE... if you did then you would understand why people do this
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dayum!
is there really a Heaven or a Hell just because a book says so?
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this thread is tooo deep
weak civic
It is a deeeep subject. I also have a friend whose father recently committed suicide. His situation is VERY sad. But, there are some people that I know that say they'll do it and it IS for attention. It all depends on the person and the situations that they are in. Everyone is different. Accept that. And since this is a deeeeeeep subject, PLEASE have RESPECT for other people. Watch what you say. I'm not accusing anyone. Just saying.
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we are all gonna die one day.. so what does it matter. yeah live life enjoy it while your here.. but what if you can not find joy in being here anymore... then what? i mean im not one to be religious and shit... i think there is a higher power, i don't know if its God or what but still we will never know. some things can not and will never be explained.. hate one me flame me or whatever you will for being me.... i may have not had a life as bad as some people. you call people that try to commit suicide week, but what do you know about the mental stress they have been thru? did you ever think maybe that they might have more mental shit than you think or know? no offense to anyone just saying.. i have a pretty fucked up head. i see shit that isn't there constantly. i hear shit, lol im fucked in the head trust me. im going to see a counselor now to help me with it. doesn;t mean ill be any better. yeah i popped zannie bars like candy before as well doesn't mean shit whoopty fucking doo. some people cant deal with shit as well as others, some people just don't have the means to or anyone to talk with. just syaing you shouldn't judge someone because of that. a long time ago i never thought i would try it then i did.. failed and tryed a few more times failed then i talked to my grandmother about it helped. i thought i was over it. but when they passed on top of everything else, for me, it was more than my mental state of being could take. that is why i did it. not crying out for attention. i told friends that were close goodbye and turned my phone off, wrote my mom a letter telling her goodbye and how to get the money out of my savings to do whatever she wanted with it and then i did what i did.... i puked and woke up.. you might call it the cheap or weak way out.. but for some it becomes the only way out...
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I just think its selfish. There shouldnt be anything that should make you be SO SELFISH to have to kill yourself. Suicide is very selfish, because you leave people behind to suffer and mourn over your death, and make alot of people upset and your dead. Time to grow up and dont take life so serious, have fun, get some strange vagina, that will cheer you up
Lexus GS300
not always.. sometimes things get to bad to deal with. more important that vagina...i have no family anymore. for me, when my grandparents died my family died as well. now the family if trying to sue my mother and i because we saved and scrapped money to buy us a house... you tell me. a family that would stab you in the front and take everything you know and sell it for their drugs in front of you is worth being here for? i think not. and what stay around for women that use you? nah ill pass...maybe im to nice to girls but thats they way i was raised you treat women good and such.. o well bitches always take advantage of you now days.. fucking sluts
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Nah you gotta show them whos the boss, they will learn. Be an asshole, girls like it. So because your family has let you down you want to kill yourself? Rise above their bullshit and prove something to YOURSELF. Dont mourn on the past and let that bring you down. Move on. Your girl cheated, so the fuck what, thats one fucking girl. You fell in love with her, you can fall in love with someone else. But coming on a forum and publically telling people you have tried to commit suicide multiple times = for attention. period
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Hey bro, it must be in our water. I just noticed you are from G-ville. I am from Oakwood here. 5 min away if that. I know what you mean. I got the voices and seeing shit too. Never took any xanax, pills, meds, any of that shit. Never believed in that. It is all created in our head so we MUST have the capabilities to control it. If our minds are as out there as they are (you know what I mean), then we must have the solution in there as well. Just gotta figure it out. I'm trying to do it now. My only problem is.... the exact opposite though. When I am extremely low and feel like I have everything against me, I don't become suicidal. I become homicidal. I went to Laurelwood a few times for it. I seriously have to lock myself in my room to keep people away from me. I don't own any guns for that ONE reason. I used to have a knife fetish, but now if I was to do anything, I'd rather just use my own hands. But I am hoping for the best. I hope the shit goes away and I hope I find the solution. That is why I am moving to FL with my Fiance to start over new. I just hope it doesn't affect my job like it has in the past.
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nah im not looking for attention or i would of told everyone i was going to do it before hand i told my goodbyes as i was doing. im just letting people know you never know who when or where will do it. im not looking for sympathy just saying. ive been to hell and im still here. by all accounts i should be dead.. but im still ticking.. no shit needed here cept another beer and some friends..
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Go out and have fun. I love my life, I wouldnt want to die for no reason. haha. Yall need to go out and HAVE FUN, stop whining about stuff. Ive had love ones that have died that were very close to me, Im not gonna let that make me sad every damn day. Just know they are in a better place and move on with YOUR LIFE, dammit
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yeah i know what you mean. i hate this world and everyone in it sometimes. i want everyone to die sometimes. EVERYONE. some times i sit and hope for the world to collapse or implode or some shit.. but that is life...i hate it i take it out on the wrong people sometimes....
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Amerika, the land from which i was born...The land i hate....Amerika how dear you are to me......
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That's one thing that I have noticed between myself and Street Speed. Our views on heaven isn't the same as yours, Sleeper. My faith in God changes a lot and isn't that strong. I have to see PROOF. One of those kind of people. That's why it is hard to believe our loved ones go to HEAVEN. A LOT of times, I don't think there is a heaven. I hope that view changes soon. I know it will help me. I'm just stubborn.
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Yeah, You got fuckin problems, not an insult, just stating facts.
Also curious, if you dont want attention, why would you post a thread on IA wondering who would kill themselves on here when all you talk about are your failed attempts? If you want attention, just say it, we are all waiting....
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that is how my view is. I hate the world. End of days coming soon? the Rapture. Good. Asteroid. nice. Global nuclear war. Awesome. lol
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Im not all religious either, I believe in god and I believe in heaven and hell. If there isnt a heaven or hell when i die so be it, atleast I had faith in it my whole life. Live your life with no regrets, your gonna regret all the shit you DIDNT do when your in your death bed before your long dirtnap
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You and streetspeed should PM each other and meet up and be weird together
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Oh and streetspeed, who cares that all girls are whores, thats what makes it fun. Thats why I said go get some pussy. Pussy is fun, it feels good, makes guys happy and will probaly never make you want to kill yourself ever again if you can keep a good one on call. Just give it a try, ill be your counselor and make your life cool and not weird
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hahaha, I am moving to FL tomorrow. I know what you are saying about life. We just let stress and our emotions get the better of us. I'll go into it more with you if you'd like. I do really well in college Psychology classes.
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hahahahahaha nice. It's worth a shot. Go for it Street Speed!!! I'll pass on some females' numbers to you.
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Go more into it all you want, Ill give you my opinions about everything. I just dont see anything that could happen in my life to make me want to kill myself. Even if I was the last person on earth Id still keep on truckin with my bottle of lotion and try to find something to fuck.
So pretty much my advice is, stop taking it so seriously, go out, have fun, get laid, and stop being emo
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haha i bet. nah i just prefer to keep on trying to make it in this world. i am a person that believes in what i can see, touch, and hear. its hard to prove otherwise to me anything without that. now i didn't want attention. someone said they thought me. i gave my explanation and a reason. if i wanted attention about it would of told everyone the day i failed... i didnt you know why? because i am ashamed of myself for trying it again... i said i never would. but i was overwhelmed with emotion and to caught up in the moment. i couldn't deal with it all hitting me at once. you try being forced out of the only home you ever knew just because your family wanted money to blow on their drugs and alcohol.. tell me then how it feels... you see you loved ones things being sold away for drug money... tell me then.. you see everything you ever believe in crumble before you.. then tell me, i should believe in a God? how if God was so caring and loving, he would of been back by now to end this shit hole we call Earth... until i can talk to God face to face.. i will always carry my doubts...
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haha, no I feel ya. On my good days I feel the exact same way as you do. I have never tried to kill myself. only other people. I am just trying to help you UNDERSTAND why some people are driven to this. The ones that actually go through with it are being selfish, but at the time, they don't care about anyone or anything. NOTHING MATTERS. Unless you have personally been there, it is hard to imagine.
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so you would be able to live like will smith did in I AM LEGEND?
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its hard to say how you would act in a situation unless you have been there. that is the only true way anyone would know how they would act or respond to anything.. think about it you may say this and that about it, but honestly in the back of your head.. there is that one little thing that says what if?..... i dunno what i would do.. .no one does until they are there.. trust me....
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With the car and the guns? And OPEN STREETS? OMG.... HELL YES dude lol
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Yeah, some of those dogs in that movie may of been females:idb:
But about your post a couple posts of, I understand where your family is letting you down. But stick up for yoursel and dont let them being lowlifes pull you down to your level. Maybe you need to prove yourself something and turn your family around, so your grandkids dont think the same as you do about the rest of your family. Just dont be a pussy and quit life, atleast live it, its pretty fun if you go out and do shit
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yeah fun it maybe for a while.. but there is only so much masturbation one can take.. the thought of driving a mustang wide open on the street gives me a tremendous boner let me tell you.. but still, no one.. what there is to see.. no one to talk to...no one. being alone can and will drive you mad. just look what was starting to happen to him. he was seeing shit and doing things without remembering.. i can only hope something like that happens to thin the shit out of the population.. if it happens and i die, guess what?? fuck me i guess i was weak... VIVA LA FUCKING DEATH
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