Lol I can.

But yea....I understand how you feel, I have definitely been there. I just started putting myself in situations where I was occupied with the people around me, or rushing to do something. The closest I can get to living on the edge right now.....I'm going to see about this chick flat ironing my hair. Why? Because I'm ****ing bored, she's hot, she wants to play in my hair, and I wanna see what it'd look like. If its cool I'll rock it with a hat, if not, I'll just wash my hair and be done with it. Bwuahaha....