
Originally Posted by
Ran
So I'm going to rant.
Ever wish that TV or movies could become reality? I mean really, everyday is so f*cking boring that I want to drive my car into a wall at 60mph just to feel something different. I mean, everytime you play a video game, watch a movie, or whatever else, you get this developing world full of action, drama, horror, and everything else.
Where does it all come from? Where the hell is real life drama or excitement? Not the bullsh*t e-drama either, but real events that can alter how you perceive the world and life. If someone were to come to my workplace and start shooting the place up, taking lives and holding hostages for some form of ransom money or something, I would probably orgasm. It's like we're forced to create our own excitement, but everything that is exciting is either safely restrained or against the law. We're trapped in this pointless f*cking existence that nothing more or less that "normal" and it's sad as hell. I hope that on my drive home, a semi f*cking t-bones me and sends me for a spin. It'll hurt like hell and could possibly kill me, but at least it'll be something exciting for a moment.
I still look back and wish that I hadn't got injured in the Army so that I could be out in the desert, living everyday in a life and death situation. It was why I joined in the first place. That's what life should be like. Living with the breath of death on your shoulder, fighting to survive, to be the one standing triumphant in the end or to die in the peak of your existence. Not to sit in an office for a f*cking paycheck every two weeks.
Sorry that my argument comes off unorganized, but despite my scattered presentation, my point is simple. Life is boring. There must be something we as people can do to spice things up.
Please tell me that I'm not the only one who feels this way. Someone else has seriously got to be fed up with living in this mundane state of life.
Sorry about that, but I feel a bit better now.