A friendly PM from George got me talking and I'm going to go ahead and spill it here as well, to try and answer any oncoming questions. If you want to know anything else, just let me know.
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Reponse to Mr.Nemesis:

I dunno man. You could be right. I could get over there, blow all my money away and be stranded with nothing to my name but the clothes on my back and begging for food. On the other hand, I could get over there and have a life-making experience. I could find a purpose, a lover, or a life. Maybe I won't find anything at all and I'll just come back home. However, weighing the goods against the bads, I think it's worth it.

We've all got to die someday, but I'd rather go with the peace of mind that I least looked for who I was. Can you understand that? Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic who has watched way too much anime. I don't know but I really don't care. I'm selling everything to my name and I'm going to find a new me. That's all there is to it.