Abraham did not hesitate, whether or not "gawd" made him do it or not is irrelevant because he was prepared to do it just on "belief" alone, or on whatever voices I can only imagine were in his head. So he just sacrificed a ram instead which I also thought was cute.
But Jesus did, he gave his own life for your masochistic god, and god gave the lives of others in his name. which I am sure you would not hesitate as well should "the call" ever arise. It would be like a Muslim espousing these same altruistic virtues.
sorry, but I am not buying your phony misguided humanitarian ideals at all. If you were not a christian you might have more credibility.