What a complicated subject.
I struggle between trying to understand a perfect loving God, and a wrathful, vengeful God. I believe, but no one is perfect.
It could be argued many ways.
"By your words you will be aquitted, by your words you will be condemmed"
"Shall we go on sinning? BY NO MEANS! If you continue sinning, no sacrifice for sin is left"

Every night I can't help but wonder, what if I don't wake up tomorrow?
I tend to lean towards a belief in a wrathful God, and even though I believe, I expect no mercy. I fully expect to be thrown into the deepest layer of hell.

Discuss.