Go put your hands together (very important) and worship your deity by saying a set of prayers like a mindless drone. Don't think too hard about it because questioning your faith is bad. He will be listening as he is omnipresent, he even watches you jackoff and knows all those dirty thoughts in your head. Hopefully this will provide the Lord's forgiveness and give you the comfort you've been looking for. If not, go read the bible. Here you will find great insight from those who lived at a time when the earth was a disk shaped rock at the center of our solar system. You will also learn important morals such as killing homosexuals, non-believers, children who curse their parents, those who work on the sabbath or even killing the entire town of one person who worships another god. This should be suffice in riding you of your evil until you make a mistake like eating pork or wearing clothes with mixed fibers. Hope this helps.