alright, well today, well yesterday since its 1:30 am i finally had coffee with my ex.. she has been in town since Tuesday for thanksgiving break and has not stopped calling me or texting me to meet up.. i kept making up excuses and excuses and it started to become obvious that i was avoiding her..

then right before she left she asked again, but she was smart about it.. i told her i would be ready in over an hour and she was leaving in and hour.. so i thought i was straight, but instead she said she would wait..

i kind of was curious and since i am completely over her i wanted to see what she had become..

well it went great! talked for 2 hours, and we had a great time.. no games, no vengeful acts, lots of laughs and memories and just a awesome time.. im so glad i went.. i think she is having a harder time with this breakup than i am.. really sucks for her since she is the one who really ended it.. i do miss her, but hey, you "dont live in the past, you learn from it"..

and i will never try this long distance relationship again..

thought id share the update, that is all..