update on the whole situation.


her friend s called me again a few days ago while she was there wanting to hang out before heading back to school

well since i was still a little upset i sent her this.


wow, i really dont know what to say so im going to say this about the only way i know how. a few weeks ago i went trough my old messages and found this. I dont know what you wanted or if you even felt this same way but i thought i cared about you Which is why i tried to spend time with you while you were here and why i went to lizs party instead of going to kennesaw with robert or going to jennas house. The entire time i was there, You did nothing but hang all over matt. Thats the reason i went to kroger and the reason i took lizs car was cause i KNEW at that time that if i left by myself, i was going to another party. Looking back at the situation, i should have, When you asked me to go get you a drink then asked me to go get you pizza rolls, i was still cool cause i thought maybe you wanted to hang out possibly with me and then when i went to go get my drink and come back, matts all over you. I STILL dont say shit. Then you had the nerve to ask ME to get YOU a drink? Why didnt you ask your date since he was obviously the one you wanted to be with that night. So then i go inside to just try to get drunk and be by myself for a second. Then all i keep hearing people asking is if im mad. No, i wasnt mad, im still not mad. Im disapointed as fuck but im not mad. Then after midnight, i got to check my email and get tracking numbers for some phones i ordered for work, i go to take a phone call and what do i see?? Matt and you making out all on the couch. That was all i needed to see to make a decision about what i want or for that matter dont want and that is to be a fucking backup for whenever you want someone. Im tired of being the guy that you know you can call when nobody else wants to do anything cause you know i care about you. I didnt bring jenna or another girl ive been dating off and on cause i didnt want to start any drama. I should have just fucking left but thought MAYBE i could have a good time and it wasnt bad after i went upstairs and went to sleep and then i get up and then everyone wanted to go to waffle house. The reason i left is cause when we were at lizs, i couldnt leave cause i had alcohol in m system but i WAS NOT going to sit there and watch you and matt all over each other while i was eating so i left.So i hope school goes good for you and you find someone that cares for you like i thought maybe i did (which i was obviously wrong). I dont know what this means or how youre going to take this but i honestly do not care anymore. i would still like to remain friends but im still a littlefrustrated since i wasted my fucking new years listening to you two making out. Next time your in town, dont bother inviting me anywhere. you can come over if youd like but im not getting stranded somewhere again where i have to see that shit. ive been online alot and just havent felt like talking to you, you apoligized the other day for something but i really didnt care to hear a bullshit apologies.

i dont know what changed from below but its whatever. if you want to talk, you have my number and here and my email so whatever

bye




she responds with:

look i really am sry and i didnt mean for anything to happen between me and matt and when i wrote that i really did have feelings for u and i rally do care about u . i really didnt mean for any of that stuff to happen on new years i was drunk and i know that isnt a good reason for anything but once again im sry