and another thing i gathered is MOST of the girls who act like they're supposed to, treat you right and have a decent amount of intelligence do not enjoy alot of the same things that most of us do. i like going out and having a great time...alot, yet at the same time i am rather smart, am doing well in college, work hard, have a bit of money and know how to treat a girl right. it's hard to find a girl with alot of those characteristics. either they have them all and are boring or like to have fun and wind up being pieces of shit.

basically i want to have my cake and eat it too, instead of i have been eating the wrong types of cake instead of waiting for the right one to come along.