Trying to drink my problems, everything, and nothing away. Pretty sad huh.....
Trying to drink my problems, everything, and nothing away. Pretty sad huh.....
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lol another thing, have you ever been told by a parent, my mom in my case, that you were a mistake? i have.. o well
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lol im not emo. im just sad. difference in being an attention whore and just being.
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o and if i was gonna do that, i would just do across the jugular![]()
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Who knows tomorrow could be the greatest day of your life.
DO IT FUCKER!
Do something about it, like this
Here I sit in a smelly vapor
went to shit but theres no paper
here comes the bus
no time to linger
look out ass
here comes my fingers
One of my old bosses was talking about one of my lazy ass co-workers and he said "his momma should have swallowed him when she had the chance". I literally rolled on the floor laughing.![]()
Fuck depression its all about anger. Get your ass out to a shooting range. Take you a pic of the person you hate the most and spend about $100 in ammo shooting the motherfucker. If they won't let you do that there, find a field and grab a friend with a gun and proceed to US Army that target.
Then go to a gym and kick the living shit out of a punching bag. I dare you to stay on the bag for 2 minutes.
/////////////// haxing ///////////////
^reps i do the same thing only the punching bag is in my house and its good exercise....
I'm ok now, i was just letting some chick get to me and fuck with my head again. Trying not to but it's real hard if you knew the whole story. Anyway I i LOL every time i see that poem in a stall or porta-shitter.
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something that was funny last night. there's this one bitch i took the the little carnival up here. bought like 25 bucks of tickets then some snacks there. then we went to grab a bite to eat. but some how last night i confronted her about being bored and acting like she didn't wanna be there. but she sure didn't mind the money i was spending. anyways im crazy according to her. lol
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actually it doesn't work like that for me. Alcohol has always made me happy. no matter how shitty i feel. thats why I have always tried to drink a little when things get shitty.
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It's far from being "sad" - your actions are more like pathetic. How could someone be so badly influenced by another human being's actions to a point of drinking your problems away just to get a few hours of relief? I normally wouldn't even waste my time posting to people like you, but you're clearly looking for help. This is a cry for help. You probably don't have any suicidal thoughts yet, but eventually you will.
You're lacking willpower, Matt. If I really want to do something, I do it. If I really want to stop smoking cigarettes I'll stop. If you're trying to do something with your life - JUST FUCKING DO IT! What are you waiting for??! You're a legal citizen who has all the tools you need to succeed! SO WHAT ARE YOU FUCKING WAITING FOR, DUDE?! Are you that fucking insecure, man? People with insecurity issues tend to give up on themselves simply because they're afraid of letting people close to them and themselves down. They cannot accept failure so they would much rather just avoid attempting difficult tasks. In your case -getting out of your hickville and doing something with your life.
Sadness, anger, all those pussy emotions are nothing but wasted emotions. It represents loss of mental control. I see so many people getting angry with other car drivers, their boss, their loved ones. FOR WHAT? IF YOU CANNOT CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS - THEN YOU DO NOT KNOW YOURSELF. Find something that motivates you. It's really embarrassing to me that I post in the same forum as you. Get your life together, and stop being such a sensitive little punk. AND THAT'S REAL TALK.
Thank you Alex. I am trying to do something with my life but it's sorta hard sometimes for me to stay focused. It's like some times I look around at others and ask myself why they are so happy and how the fuck I let myself go from being that way as well... Who knows right, cause I sure as fuck don't.
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I've never understood this whole "you were a mistake" sadness thing. You're alive, they raised you, and you exist now.
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go burn some churches and sacrifice livestock....it always helps when im feeling down![]()
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