Leisa, Tonight I lost my soul mate. almost 10 years ago you walked into my life and changed me forever. When we first met.... I was immature, had a serious case of the peter pam syndrome.... and yeah, I know... I know... you are saying "When did you ever grow out of that" and your right, I never did... But you made me who I am today. You got my life focused, You pointed me in the right direction. You made me aspire to be a better man, a better person and a better friend each day. Tonight I lost you, My best friend.

I thank god that I was able to be by your side when I had them let you pass tonight. I was kissing your lips, kissing your face, holding your hand, dripping my tears on you as I cried and told you what you mean to me and how much I love you, and within those 5 minutes you passed so peacefully. You dont know this, But you became brain dead yesterday, so I know I made the right choice, to let you go today... I followed what you have asked me to do if in this situation.

Tomorrow I will wake up and face reality, that I am going to begin a life without you, How do you expect me to do this? How will you give me the strength to take each day and find a way to smile?

I love you so much, I hope you knew that in your heart that you made me complete. Tonight I am empty inside, I am dead inside. I have lost the most amazing person I have ever known.

Thank you for giving me your time for the last 10 years, Thank you for making me a better person, thank you for your heart. I love you.