dang thats a hard one.... music means so much to me as well as friends/family/spouse....

but i had to choose dreams/goals... because ultimately what i become in life is most important to me.... if i dont persue and reach my goals in life.... i dont think i'd have the life i want, regardless of the people around me.... though at the same thime i know they'd be there to support me the whole way....

......like i said, thats a hard one.