Shit, get what you want man...Otherwise you will never be happy and keep having buyer's remorse. Eventually you will try to sell it and eat up the loss, then go back to what you originally want in the first place.
I haven't ridden a bike for like 15 yrs...I jumped on a Harley that is 900lbs dry weight...Yeah sure I dropped the bike. But I pick that shit up quickly and hope no one saw...

..But that was not because of my lack of skillz..It was because I installed some bling bling shit on it and move the handle bar to the point where I wasn't use to it.