i cant believe the audacity of some people on here. . .

but anyway. . .this is brittany (those of you that know me, probably figured that out by my username.) i've been through a hell of a lot in my 20 years, but i have to say this one takes the cake. this is THE hardest thing i have ever been through. we all used to be sooo close, and its an absolute shame that it took *this* to bring us back together. this void is so huge, its almost unbearable. what the hell. . . i dont understand why this had to happen to the most wonderful guy a lot of us have ever met. . .somebody please wake me up from this nightmare.