"doing this shit" what is "this shit".... does your brain have a problem transferring thoughts to your fingertips? is there some type of roadblock there for you? nothing about this changes the information you have to offer......
the problem you have with this form of communication is that there is a record of what you say and you cant dispute the dumb shit youve said. If we caught you in this many lies in actual conversation you would have the outlet of denial.... you cant deny your stupidity here... that's why this is hard for you.
if anything.... the internet is like an open book test..... you can fact check something before you say it.