Not a story man, have you ever really tried to search man? I don't mean going to church, saying a quick prayer, and calling yourself Christian. I mean have you ever dug deep and really put your whole heart into it? I don't know you but I am sure you are a cool guy. But I am sure that like everyone else, people only get to see the outer shell of your personality. What is inside? Do you not feel that gapping whole in your soul and life? We each have a missing piece to our lives puzzle, that piece is God. I dare you to search, harder than anyone you have known. Put your heart into it, take that first step of faith and Jesus Himself will reach down to you. Find peace my brother, the peace that only He can provide. God bless