being what i accept as truth. i'd choose heaven. its going to be real hot down there, and just cause i'm a nice person doesn't mean i'm not going to get shot every single day i'm down there, what says i don't end up in a "3rd world country" every time i get "re-inserted" i'd rather take my chances being happy and "missing out" than to re-live painful, hurting experiences and be all around.