you look way into it. just live life. you'll know what your purpose is when you get there. it ain't going to fall into your lap. hell i don't know what my purpose is. i know i leave for basic in january and after that who knows. if you spend your whole life trying to figure out what you were meant to do you might not realize it and the thing you were meant to do might just go by you. just take it day by day.
"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile."-Albert Einstein