the thing is, i know she loves me though. she really does, she has a job in retail, while i was working for a company, and during most of the time, she understood that i didn't want to live here, she knows i don't like it and that i want out. she would always take me out and stuff and it kills me to have things like that. i just hate it when she does stuff like that for me cause it makes me feel like a piece of shit. i don't like her taking me out, i wanna be the one who does that. i wanna take care of her and do all that i can to be a great guy for her. i wish i could be one to have my own place, pay all the bills, cook for her and all that. she is in school and i want her to concentrate on that, without anything else to worry about.Originally Posted by Vteckidd
she's really upset cause she thinks i lied to her about her being here when i didn't cause of what my mom said. i hate the rules she makes and how she will say one thing and then twist the shit up later. i have put in so many applications in the past few weeks and just no one is hiring. i'm trying to get my old job back at wal-mart, and if i do, will be looking to get out of here ASAP!!!!
i never wanted to move back, but i was put into a position where i really didn't have a choice about it. cause it was either back at home or homeless.




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