I believe it's selfish, I would never do it, BUT here's where it gets freaky. I look at it as the next step in personal exploration, by that I mean that I feel I've experienced enough of this "existance" and I want to know what lays beyond. I believe are bodies are shells and there's something else out there. I want to know what that is. I can go a lot more indepth and if someone questions me on anything I'd love to talk more about it, but that's my watered down belief on suicide.