i dont know QD....we are all in together in this school called LIFE, but we all seem to have a different curriculum. i believe we are on this earth to learn lessons. when we learn whatever it is we are here to learn then we "check out" i've wondered myself why it was that it seemed that all the shitbags seemed to be doing great.

while at the same time i'm cool, listen to people when they have issues, try trusting people initially and try to stay positive and live life according to how i believe the creator wants me to live. but i seemed to feel like i'd constantly get kicked in the back and laughed at by ASSHOLES i.e. bad people.

on the other hand i've thought about acting like an asshole to get ahead (be shady,manipulative, and greedy) but it's just not me. so i'll go on pluggin away, 'cause i know eventually if it's meant to be i'll be able to have the resources to help people that really mean the most to me, and deserve a little friendly boost. i'd like to do like warrick dunns' foundation, where he gives single parents a furnished home. or for us dudes. we often get forgotten about, if someone really deserved the help i'd love to be able to say
"wussup man...i know your a good person and mean well with what you have. give me a tally of all your debts that are holding you up(legitimate(sp) credit debts) and i'll pay those off for you..."
to be able to do that for someone that is a good person would be "the shit for me". i'd be happy as hell knowing that i helped someone drop their baggage and be able to enjoy life with their people. even if i never seen them again.