Well - I am not anti-social, but I am somewhat of an introvert. But I attract people left and right - and I "play ball" but in general people are messy and they suck. I really am not a fan of earthlings AT ALL. And I ACTUALLY prefer it that way. If I remem correctly u were in the desert (military) some time in 05 - 06 right? And while said pic of wife ws very sexy (if i remem correctly), she is only 1 woman out of all the other women on the planet. Seems like you did what most married people do - u lost your identity in some1 - which we never see the results of until that person is not in our lives anymore. Find your passion man - find who YOU are, find out the things that make you smile no matter what, and I guarantee you even the most obscure hobby has a cult following online - link up w. those people and go from there. Also, a look at my blog:

~*~ THE BLOG OF BABY J ~*~

there may be something there that you need to hear homey. Be easy,

Baby J