ran answer this..can she go w/ you overseas??
ran answer this..can she go w/ you overseas??
Originally Posted by Sinfix_15
No. Simon asked the same thing. If I leave, then I'm going alone and disappearing. No family, no friends, no nothing. Just me.
next question. is this what you are really feeling is missing in your life? is this what is keeping you from being really happy?
Maybe you need to seek some counseling on this... what is gonna happen when you do drop everything and its not want you want either... then you will be stuck with absolutely nothing.
Well, while he was a bit more direct with it than I would have preferred, he did make some good points. A majority of this is my problem and/or fault. It's my fault for not leaving last time when I had the chance and continuing to this point. It's also my fault for not having the fortitude to just say what I need to say to my girlfriend and do what needs to be done.
While C22 may not understand my reasoning or plans for wanting to leave, it doesn't hurt to have him criticize the plans to make sure I don't mess up even worse. Truth be told, I'm fairly certain that's how it will end up anyway, but at least I'll have lived and that's all I want.
I'll just have to cross that bridge when I get to it. I'm not doing counseling though. I'm well enough aware of how jacked up I am without having a counselor write it out for me. lol
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