I'm still here. I am helping install hardwood floors in the place I am staying at today. My buddy and I are moving into our new place next week when they are done repaving the driveway. Then the work on that place begins so that will take up most of my time outside of work.

The ex and I have been talking, we are working on not screaming at each other when we talk and so far so good. I'm still in a shitty mood and I always thought the espression of "It feels like there is a hole in me" or " I feel empty inside" were gay but it really does feel that way. We are not getting back together anytime soon, but maybe some day if we feel the click again.

Thanks for all the support guys, maybe I will ask a few of you if you want to come to the new place for some poker........it may be a month or two......bring bitches.