Don't worry....chill out and do something to get your mind off of it. He's been hurt in past relationships, I'm sure he wouldn't turn around and do the same thing to you, when he knows how it feels to be hurt. It's all in his hands now, so you just got to trust him. Once you saw he had a kid, you should have started to prepare yourself for the mom. Even tho your not the mom, you treat the kid better than she does, she hasn't seen the kid since last June!!! She is worth nothing. Hopefully your boyfriend has already gotten over her in the 6 months he's been with you. Don't worry, just trust him....this well definately make your relationship stronger!!!