I know the feeling about being an insomniac.. I wake up many of nights about my accident.. and the worse part for me is remembering everything about it.. from the moment I got hit to the moment I had the neck brace taken off.. I remember it all (well there are a few holes here and there).. but I unfourtunatly have life long injuries.. and I just recently found ou in the last couple of months my ribs suffered more then I thought.. I now have arthritis in my ribs/sternum and have to live with pain in my chest for the rest of my life.. I even have a slipping rib and wake up daily with pains in my chest and back.. but im alive and I couldnt be more thankful.