long story short, a female that ive been talking to off and on for about 5 years now, we were at a party together. well her friends invited me cause she didnt have a date so i was like sure (even though i had other plans with another female). so i get over there and start drinking and this other guy is all over here all night. I keep my cool and im like whatever at the end of the night, itll be mine lol. I dunno, about 12:15 new years rolls around and i get up to check my email for order status of some phones for my company, get a phonecall and leave the computer room, and the guy (he has a girlfriend who is conveintently said girls good friend) and they are making out on the couch. I was like "fuck". So i go finish my call and come back and they didnt realize i saw them. Then i was like "fuck it, im going upstairs to go and sleep". I get upstairs and her friends that invited me are like "im sorry we didnt see that coming at all. I dont know why they are hanging all over each other tonight" so i was like "shit go look at them now downstairs."

To make things worse, we get up new years day and were supposed to go to waffle house. i get up and hey are STILL all fucking over each other. so i get my keys out of my friends car and just fucking dip out as we were all on the way to WaHo. I realized on the way home i forgot my gate key to my complex and just went and rode around. I go back about 2 hours later to get my gate key and the girl didnt say shit to me.

Last night i was talking to her friends about the whole situation and they are more pissed about it than me lol. anyway, she tryed apoligizing last night and i couldnt phrase it and say what i wanted to so i was just like " sorry is when you do something unintentional and fuck up. It doesnt really apply to a situation where YOU put yourself in that position."

Theres ALOT of history between me and this girl and i felt bad for saying that but fuck, i also had two other girls wanting to hang out saturday and a party invite in kennesaw and i turned it down to go see her and got too drunk to leave