Yeah I had a talk with my mother and she explained to me that I just have to realize that they are ignorant and don't know any better. She is pretty pissed about it herself. She told me don't say anything yet until she figures out what to do about the situation.

Being the person I am, I want to say something because I am really hurt. I mean I have tears in my eyes as I type this now. I try my best to be kind and friendly to everyone and treat people as though I would want to be treated. I just don't understand how someone could be so nasty and so mean to someone so nice. The fact that it is racism I am dealing with makes it worse because I can not help what color I am. What does it matter anyway? I am human just like everyone else. So many white people like to tan and date black men, but yet they want to hate black people in general. I just don't understand. I am just so confused and so hurt.