WIERD THOUGHTS...WHAT ARE URS?

[The Golden Child]

^^^ Yes I know.
I wonder how many other people have contiplated suicide. hmmmm

i have actually done it and failed ..

[BTEC]

Because I wanted to share what I think about

WELL, OK. I GUESS I CAN LET U SLIDE WITH THAT ONE. U MAY PROCEED TO GO A HOPE FOR $200. LOL!!!

[The Golden Child]

Have u ever wondered who would miss u if u kiled urself...I mean seriously if I could kill myself and come back(w/o others noticing) to see who misses me, who doesnt give a fuck...I would so do it...Then be able to come back alive and focus on the ones that really care...That would be awesome...

What other weird shit do I wonder?

plenty of times ..

[BTEC]

Have u ever wondered who would miss u if u kiled urself...I mean seriously if I could kill myself and come back(w/o others noticing) to see who misses me, who doesnt give a fuck...I would so do it...Then be able to come back alive and focus on the ones that really care...That would be awesome...

What other weird shit do I wonder?

HELL YEAH IVE THOUGH ABOUT THAT SHIT. THE WAY U DO IT IS DNT CALL NOBODY. AND SEE WHO ARE THE ONE THAT TRY TO CONTACT U THE MOST AND SEE HPW UR DOING OR WANT TO CHILL WITH U OR WHATEVER. Y DO U THINK I DECIDED TO MAKE SUCH A BIG DEAL OF WHO I CALL A FRIEND AND PPL WHO ARE JUST ASSOCIATES. U HAVE TO REALLY WRK TO BE CALLED A FRIEND. AND BEST FRIEND, WHAT? GOOD LUCK

[BluesClues]

Have u ever wondered who would miss u if u kiled urself...I mean seriously if I could kill myself and come back(w/o others noticing) to see who misses me, who doesnt give a fuck...I would so do it...Then be able to come back alive and focus on the ones that really care...That would be awesome...

What other weird shit do I wonder?

Hell yeah!!!
I wonder if I kill myself who would show up to my funeral and what would they say? Who would cry and who wouldn't give a fuck? Did I make a good impression in someone's life?

[BluesClues]

WELL, OK. I GUESS I CAN LET U SLIDE WITH THAT ONE. U MAY PROCEED TO GO A HOPE FOR $200. LOL!!!

Huh? :english:

[BluesClues]

HELL YEAH IVE THOUGH ABOUT THAT SHIT. THE WAY U DO IT IS DNT CALL NOBODY. AND SEE WHO ARE THE ONE THAT TRY TO CONTACT U THE MOST AND SEE HPW UR DOING OR WANT TO CHILL WITH U OR WHATEVER. Y DO U THINK I DECIDED TO MAKE SUCH A BIG DEAL OF WHO I CALL A FRIEND AND PPL WHO ARE JUST ASSOCIATES. U HAVE TO REALLY WRK TO BE CALLED A FRIEND. AND BEST FRIEND, WHAT? GOOD LUCK

Am I not your best friend?

[SLOWLYbtngU]

i have actually done it and failed ..

Same here...28 times to be exact...Almost succeeded a couple of times...Then I figured well shit...People live just to die anyways...Might as well see it thru..

*manic depressive disorder* (bipolar)

[The Golden Child]

yea it would be pretty interesting ..

[BluesClues]

I just have problems with dealing with the stresses of life. Sometimes figure death is the easy way out.

[SLOWLYbtngU]

I just have problems with dealing with the stresses of life. Sometimes figure death is the easy way out.

Yeah I getcha, but to be honest when u get over whatever it is that has u down have u ever just asked "Damn, I was so upset about this and it isnt even that big of a deal? WTF?"

I have had problems girl...I mean problems...But I get thru it...I have made poor choices but in the end I am still here...

Death is soooo not the ans...U gotta think of it this way...Who is gonna live for u and accomplish so many things in ur name? Nobody...

I want to be remembered for not giving up, not for being the chick that cut it short...

[The Golden Child]

death is an easy way out but i also like drinking it away for temporary relief ..

[BluesClues]

Yeah I know, but sometimes I just think about it. Wonder if it would ever solve anything

[BTEC]

Yeah I know, but sometimes I just think about it. Wonder if it would ever solve anything

DEPENDING ON UR RELIGIOUS BELIEF SOME WOULD INSTANTLY GO TO HELL. AND THE WAY HELL IS DESCRIBED U MIGHT BE BETTER OFF DEALING WITH LIFES ISSUES BC THERE IS AN END TO THESE ISSUES BUT IN HELL ITS ETERNALLY.

[The Golden Child]

they say if you draw anything evil your are being possesed ( did i spell that right ?? ) ??

[BluesClues]

DEPENDING ON UR RELIGIOUS BELIEF SOME WOULD INSTANTLY GO TO HELL. AND THE WAY HELL IS DESCRIBED U MIGHT BE BETTER OFF DEALING WITH LIFES ISSUES BC THERE IS AN END TO THESE ISSUES BUT IN HELL ITS ETERNALLY.

Yes yes yes I know. Mainly why I don't do it. I wanna go to heaven

[BluesClues]

they say if you draw anything evil your are being possesed ( did i spell that right ?? ) ??

Umm..... what did that have to do with anything?

[The Golden Child]

Umm..... what did that have to do with anything?

i dunno just thought id share what was in my mind ..

[Tasuki_Civic]

I WAS JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT THE PPL THAT ARE LIKE "IF U DO SOMETHING TO ME ILL SUE U" OR "ILL CALL THE COPS". HAVE THEY EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IF THE PERSON THAT WANTS TO DO SOEMTHING TO YOU GO TO THE EXTENT OF KILLING YOU WHAT GOOD DOES A LAWSUIT THREAT DO. OR HAVE THEY EVER THOUGHT ABOUT BY THE TIME THE COPS DO GET HERE I COULD ALREADY BE DEAD.

awsome LOL !!

[SLOWLYbtngU]

they say if you draw anything evil your are being possesed ( did i spell that right ?? ) ??

Yup...I grew up pentecostal and anything that was deemed evil inside of u, including thoughts were supposedly demons that were inside of u...Most people think of demons as this monster like things but think about it...Everything that is supposed to be bad in life wouldn't happen or get done if it was unappealing...That is why ur supposed to be careful about who u hang out with...

Saying in spanish-Tell me who u hang out with and I will tell you who u are...

[Tasuki_Civic]

i have actually done it and failed ..

you out of all pple shouldnt do somethingl ike. you have a great personality. ( ha from what i know)

[HvyArms]

You obviously don't know when to give up.
BTEC (Jesse) is my BOYFRIEND! I am not going out with anyone else! What the fuck do you think this is, a pimp service?

I never said anything about a pimping service, your boy said that. And anyway, I told him he had nothing to worry about. If you two are together, that's great, I don't even know you. Besides, dude told me he was gonna murder me, and chop up my body or something...so I'm real good. To be honest, I only asked him if I could take you out cuz you told me to. It's no way in hell I'm gonna go out with some other guys woman, unless I just decide I'm gonna take her from him...which happens sometimes...BUT NOT IN THIS CASE, not in this case I'm chillin'. I'd have to see the girl first, and see the dude, and say to myself "I mean...she is fly but...hmm. That would be wrong...mmmmfuckit if worse comes to worse I'll just beat his ass AND take his girl."

For the Record, BTEC and BluesClues are together, and I'm minding my own business. Invite me to the wedding.

[Tasuki_Civic]

What about the people who say, "I'm gonna kill you!". And I don't mean shooting, I'm talking about the ones who wanna use a knife because it's a one piece murder weapon easy to destroy and lay you out on a tarp and use a pipe saw to dismember you at the joints. Then use a port wrench to pull each one of your teeth out, and a hot fork thats been sitting on the stove for twenty minutes so it's red hot, to tear your retina's out. Behead you, and shave all your hair off and bury that, because it's easy to find, but cut off your ear and send it priority overnight to your grandmother in that nursing home in Peachtree city. Then throw your body in the trunk and go on a road trip, drop you legs off in the Atlantic, dump your torso in the Hudson, and your pelvis get's tossed over the side of the GrandCanyon and sinks into the Colorado River. Then come on IA, acting like nothing happened, and start a "What ever happened to..." thread. What about THOSE people? They've clearly thought about they wanted to do, and they don't care who you call. Thing's that make you go...hmmmmmm!

how sick that sounds....but thats dayum good idea.

i know pple who would do something similar but will fuck you so bad your still alive wondering when you'll die cuz your in pain then get burried under ground alive and left to die. but in reality their so good youll never be found. scary thought huh? thats why im glad they are my friends and not my enemies

[BTEC]

I never said anything about a pimping service, your boy said that. And anyway, I told him he had nothing to worry about. If you two are together, that's great, I don't even know you. Besides, dude told me he was gonna murder me, and chop up my body or something...so I'm real good. To be honest, I only asked him if I could take you out cuz you told me to. It's no way in hell I'm gonna go out with some other guys woman, unless I just decide I'm gonna take her from him...which happens sometimes...BUT NOT IN THIS CASE, not in this case I'm chillin'. I'd have to see the girl first, and see the dude, and say to myself "I mean...she is fly but...hmm. That would be wrong...mmmmfuckit if worse comes to worse I'll just beat his ass AND take his girl.

For the Record, BTEC and BluesClues are together, and I'm minding my own business. Invite me to the wedding.

THAT IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. U NEED SERIOUS HELP BC I WOULD NEVER TELL SOMEBODY IM GONNA DO THAT. IF I HAD THAT PLANNED ID JUST DO IT. FUC U BEEN SMOKIN? U POSTED THAT LONG ASS SHIT ABOUT CHOPPIN SOMEBODY UP AND PULLING TEETH AND SHIT.

[Tasuki_Civic]

I never said anything about a pimping service, your boy said that. And anyway, I told him he had nothing to worry about. If you two are together, that's great, I don't even know you. Besides, dude told me he was gonna murder me, and chop up my body or something...so I'm real good. To be honest, I only asked him if I could take you out cuz you told me to. It's no way in hell I'm gonna go out with some other guys woman, unless I just decide I'm gonna take her from him...which happens sometimes...BUT NOT IN THIS CASE, not in this case I'm chillin'. I'd have to see the girl first, and see the dude, and say to myself "I mean...she is fly but...hmm. That would be wrong...mmmmfuckit if worse comes to worse I'll just beat his ass AND take his girl."

For the Record, BTEC and BluesClues are together, and I'm minding my own business. Invite me to the wedding.

wow sounds like this has been going on for awhile? NO MEANS NO GUY!

[dereksi]

I sometimes just want to go up to random people and punch them right in the face to see if I could knock them out.

[Tasuki_Civic]

i hope all that pullin teeth stuff aint about Blues and Betec.......DONT MAKE ME CALL THA CREW HEAVYARMS

[Tasuki_Civic]

I sometimes just want to go up to random people and punch them right in the face to see if I could knock them out.

i thought about that while i was workin at dillards in perimeter mall. those white ladies act like they own the world when the stuggle like most pple in tha US.

[HvyArms]

how sick that sounds....but thats dayum good idea.

i know pple who would do something similar but will fuck you so bad your still alive wondering when you'll die cuz your in pain then get burried under ground alive and left to die. but in reality their so good youll never be found. scary thought huh? thats why im glad they are my friends and not my enemies

My people need to talk to your people, because my people kill sloppy. They gun you down at the gas station in front of people and security camera's...idiots. They also kill cops though, so...yeah not so bad. And we use rifles, because handguns dont always penetrate cars, but the SK and the AK and the ARs do the job

[The Golden Child]

Yup...I grew up pentecostal and anything that was deemed evil inside of u, including thoughts were supposedly demons that were inside of u...Most people think of demons as this monster like things but think about it...Everything that is supposed to be bad in life wouldn't happen or get done if it was unappealing...That is why ur supposed to be careful about who u hang out with...

Saying in spanish-Tell me who u hang out with and I will tell you who u are...

yea my mom says that also becarefull of who you hang out with ..
told you joselyn us color folks need to stick together ..

[The Golden Child]

you out of all pple shouldnt do somethingl ike. you have a great personality. ( ha from what i know)

thank you .. =P

[HvyArms]

THAT IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. U NEED SERIOUS HELP BC I WOULD NEVER TELL SOMEBODY IM GONNA DO THAT. IF I HAD THAT PLANNED ID JUST DO IT. FUC U BEEN SMOKIN? U POSTED THAT LONG ASS SHIT ABOUT CHOPPIN SOMEBODY UP AND PULLING TEETH AND SHIT.

Egad man! The whole thing was a joke, I was kidding. I don't want your girl, sheesh. People don't get my sense of humor all the time. Sorry

[BTEC]

Egad man! The whole thing was a joke, I was kidding. I don't want your girl, sheesh. People don't get my sense of humor all the time. Sorry

I KIDA FIGURED THAT IT WAS A JOKE BUT UR A WIERD DUDE AND I DNT KNOW U. PLUS I HATE BEING LIED ON AND NOT KNOWING U MAKES IT WORSE.

[The Golden Child]

I sometimes just want to go up to random people and punch them right in the face to see if I could knock them out.

this kid i knew was so coked up he actually did this ..

[SLOWLYbtngU]

Other random thought...

If I could figure out a way to travel through time...I would fuck some people up...then go back depending on if I felt bad and make it right...IF I FELT BAD...

[SLOWLYbtngU]

I sometimes just want to go up to random people and punch them right in the face to see if I could knock them out.

HEhehe...I did this once, just cuz...It was the shit...Felt bad afterwards, the person didnt deserve it...I just felt like picking a fight...Poor guy..

[HvyArms]

I KIDA FIGURED THAT IT WAS A JOKE BUT UR A WIERD DUDE AND I DNT KNOW U. PLUS I HATE BEING LIED ON AND NOT KNOWING U MAKES IT WORSE.

This is still the internet right? Right, I thought so. Take it lightly dude, I'm just messing with you because you're mad easy to mess with. It's cool. In real life, I'm a full time grad student, and I work a 9 to 5, drive a decent car, and my cell has 73 womens numbers in it. I don't want yours. And I'm not gonna be killing anyone any time soon.

[The Golden Child]

This is still the internet right? Right, I thought so. Take it lightly dude, I'm just messing with you because you're mad easy to mess with. It's cool. In real life, I'm a full time grad student, and I work a 9 to 5, drive a decent car, and my cell has 73 womens numbers in it. I don't want yours. And I'm not gonna be killing anyone any time soon.

the movie in your sig seems interesting ..

[SLOWLYbtngU]

This is still the internet right? Right, I thought so. Take it lightly dude, I'm just messing with you because you're mad easy to mess with. It's cool. In real life, I'm a full time grad student, and I work a 9 to 5, drive a decent car, and my cell has 73 womens numbers in it. I don't want yours. And I'm not gonna be killing anyone any time soon.

ahhhh...That explains a lot...I was wondering why the hell you were answering all the questions in "Ask a stupid ques, get a stupid ans" thread...DAMMIT I GET IT!!!! U like Kanye, U got degrees!!! lol...

[BTEC]

This is still the internet right? Right, I thought so. Take it lightly dude, I'm just messing with you because you're mad easy to mess with. It's cool. In real life, I'm a full time grad student, and I work a 9 to 5, drive a decent car, and my cell has 73 womens numbers in it. I don't want yours. And I'm not gonna be killing anyone any time soon.

THAT COOL AND ALL BUT WHAT I DNT GET IS Y U KEEP TALKING BOUT WOMEN. I WAS SAYING U LIED ABOUT ME TELLING U I WAS GONNA CUT CUT UP A BREAK UR ESPOPHAGUS OR KICK UR ASS AND RUN OVER U WITH UR OWN CAR. I NEVER SAID THAT AND THE FACT THAT U KINDA LIED ON ME AND I DNT KNOW U TO KNOW UR SENSE OF HUMOR KINDA IRRITATED ME FOR 3.61 SECONDS.