shit just hurts, but you all are like 2nd family to me since all i have is you all and her mainly around me... i appreciate all the kind and positive words! just wish sometimes i could do more, ya know? but shes my mom, some know her very well and know shes stubborn and is more pissed about the jeep than she is about herself, but thats her, i know shes doin better cause she had the nurse call and ask for her laptop so she can work some... not happenin but shes hitting on all the docs with morphine so shes doing okay mentally, right now while shes stable...