Mood: ApatheticOriginally Posted by xPhantomSolx
My life is spiraling downward.
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate the Dry concert.
That sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like ‘Stab My Heart Because I Love You’ and ‘Rip Apart My Soul’ and of course ‘Stabby Rip Stab Stab’
And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair into that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band can do.
Some days…
I’m an emo kid
Non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nail and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cuz I feel real deep when I’m dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Cuz our dudes look like chicks
And out chicks look like dykes
Because emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I’m dark, I’m sensitive, with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking, and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy
They don’t need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss
You know, it’s so dark.
And it’s suffocating me
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening it’s grip
Tighter than a pair of my little sister’s jeans,
Which look great on me by the way.
When I get depressed
I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a livejournal and wear thick-rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black
And cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
Reading the Catcher in the Rye
And watch me jack off
I wear skin-tight clothes, while hating my life
If I said I liked girls, I’d only be half right.
I look like I’m dead and dressed like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox
I play old-school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents don’t get me, you know?
They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy.
Well, a couple guys.
But, I mean, it’s the two-thousands,
Can’t two, or four dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyways.
I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you’re the only one that gets me.
You’re my best friend.
I feel like tacos.
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