GOD is trying to tell me something!!!

[Theycall_Metue]

brothers dont require same blood line



we are your brothers
keep yourself busy, keep your mind off the sorrow
watch a funny movie

[Tech5]

Thanks man, Someone else told me to watch a funny movie but I feel like if I did something like that it is trying to ignore my brother like blocking him out rather thinking and loving him.I know that sounds crazy but It's how I feel.My wife is having a hard time talking with me and she thinks she is losing me , and I feel like I lost myself that night too.

[Theycall_Metue]

im sure your brother dosnt want you to feel like this. if i was him, i would want my little brother to remember me for the great things i left behind. i wouldnt be a happy spirit if i knew that all i left behind was sorrows. your wife is just worry, she know what your going through, you need time to your self. this is the time for positive+ + + + +

[stillaneon]

Josh, I am sorry this happened. When I found out, my heart sank. I tried to call, but apparently I have your old number, and that's when I PM'd you on here. You know if you need anything, I am right down the road. If you need to get out of the house, I'm not too far. Just lmk if you need anything...

[-EnVus-]

Thanks man, Someone else told me to watch a funny movie but I feel like if I did something like that it is trying to ignore my brother like blocking him out rather thinking and loving him.I know that sounds crazy but It's how I feel.My wife is having a hard time talking with me and she thinks she is losing me , and I feel like I lost myself that night too.

Your brother is and always with you don't ever forget that. My brother died this Month last year and i talk and joke with him as if he is beside me.
My family has learned if i'm talking to myself or just laughing its just me and my bro having a good time.
So you two watch a movie do what you always did and enjoy life till your together again.

[AnthonyF]

OMG JOSH!!!!!!!!! Im soooo sorry man!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't give out condolences on here often, but my prayers are with him, you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss!

-Ant.

[AnthonyF]

Thanks man, Someone else told me to watch a funny movie but I feel like if I did something like that it is trying to ignore my brother like blocking him out rather thinking and loving him.I know that sounds crazy but It's how I feel.My wife is having a hard time talking with me and she thinks she is losing me , and I feel like I lost myself that night too.

Personally, I think it's a bad idea. Think of your brother and remember him. Stay strong Josh. You've had A LOT of shit happen to you. I know you feel like giving up but do not. There are many of us that would miss you dearly.

-Ant.

[AnthonyF]

brothers dont require same blood line



we are your brothers
keep yourself busy, keep your mind off the sorrow
watch a funny movie

I'm not going to change the topic, but you, stop posting.

-Ant.

[Tech5]

thanks all and it is verrrryy hard ANT!!!

A hug would be nice my little friend

[AnthonyF]

~virtual hug for my homie~

Wub joo Josh!

-Ant.

[Tech5]

awww your so sweet sugar

[gerardojdm]

Damn bro so sorry to hear about your loss.. Reading this alone was hard enought but losing a brother and being heplness is harder... Stay strong and let hope justice plays their role in capturing the car that ran.. Good luck

[Catnip]

Thanks man, Someone else told me to watch a funny movie but I feel like if I did something like that it is trying to ignore my brother like blocking him out rather thinking and loving him.I know that sounds crazy but It's how I feel.My wife is having a hard time talking with me and she thinks she is losing me , and I feel like I lost myself that night too.

Sorry to hear this, man! I can't imagine what you must be going through. Just be sure to value the time you have with your children and wife. Remember your brother, but don't let what happened distance you from loved ones. Keep your head up and remember the good times with him!

If you need anything, feel free to PM/text/e-mail me.

[Theycall_Metue]

I'm not going to change the topic, but you, stop posting.

you sir is a dick
just trying to help him out


this song does not go with your situation but it help me a lot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOStF...eature=related

[sirkus]

I read this last night on ZX10 forum. My thoughts are out for you and your family man. Like someone else said, we are all together here to be here for each other.. so if you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to shoot me a PM. I know after my mom passed I had a hard time. But finding someone to talk about it.. it atleast gets a lot off of your chest. It never gets easier though.. It's been 4 years since she past and I still think of her everyday.

[Tech5]

Thanks everyone , the funeral is today at westbury conner in griffin ga.....at 2pm

Thank you all!!! GODBLESS

[amandDA]

my prayers go out to you and your's, stay strong.

[Tech5]

Thank you all for such great support.

He is laid to rest now and I am living everyday every min thinking about what if's

[Tech5]

Update

When My brother died right in front of me it was on Mike Grahams birthday , Mike was mine and jons friend and jon was with Mike when he died and for this to happen on this date is just Weird .


RIP Brothers and to all thank you prayers is helping but I am still having a hard time with this.

[Got Milk?]

o wow. stories like these is why I'm not riding. wow, RIP big red.

[DeeAOne]

jesus man, this is horrible. keep strong. you will get through it! RIP.

[Tech5]

Thanks guys it is a long road in front of me, but I feel everyday seems to get a little easier. But some days I hit a wall and things for me fall apart about this.I am thankful to be alive each and everyday, when times are hard I just look into the skys and thank GOD I am here .

[Tech5]

I miss you brother!!!